Chinese New Year was hot... I meant the weather...
It was a rich CNY for me... Not in the sense of getting loads of Ang Paus... that is a MUST HAVE!... I meant gambling..
5 days of holiday is not enough!!
I am still sick though.. from last 2 weeks.. It's the after effect... that didn't leave with the wind... The sinus is getting on my nerves.. seriously... I can't take the sniffling any longer... Like yesterday, I slept during the afternoon in Derek's house.. Slept till about 6.30pm, then Derek woke me up.. Saying that Malcolm, Ben, Bryan, Tee Loong are all downstairs... I went down, feeling like a half dead zombie... So we all played Black Jack, each person take turns to be the dealer after every 5 rounds.. but they gave me a handicap of 3 rounds... Since I was the only girl there... And I got 21 for the first 2 rounds... Damn lucky...
Won about RM X...
Ok that was my CNY... It was practically gambling every fucking day... Sorry to those who had open house and I couldn't attend.. The first was with Derek's family and relatives and the second day was with my family and relatives... Yesterday was the 3rd day, I just rest practically the whole day...
Today, it's back to work... sadly, there's only 2 freaking chinese in the office.. including myself... Sad face...
Thursday, 29 January 2009
Thursday, 22 January 2009
Unisex Restroom
Company X's toilet is unisex, in other words, it is co-ed, in other words, it can be occupied by both male and female...
It just needs a whole lot of time and effort to adjust to the idea. Especially when nature calls, no matter big, or small, you would not only be paranoid of other girls hearing/witnessing it, but also the guys...
So, my colleagues and I were talking about the possibilities of being walked in by the opposite sex while you are alone doing whatever you do in the toilet..
- Adjusting your loosened bra strap.. Normally we would adjust right out in the open, in front of the mirror outside the cubicle..
- While you are pinching your black heads or pimple, and you are writhing in agony and teary eyed..
- Digging your nose...
- Throwing your wrapped sanitary pad filled with blood, which is barely visible if you look closely..
- Tying your hair up, while your armpit hair is exposed in the air..
- When you get out of the cubicle after taking a dump.. the smell... *ergh*
- When you are peeing half-way, whether its loud or a fast...
- Fart..
- Singing while doing your stuff..?
It just needs a whole lot of time and effort to adjust to the idea. Especially when nature calls, no matter big, or small, you would not only be paranoid of other girls hearing/witnessing it, but also the guys...
So, my colleagues and I were talking about the possibilities of being walked in by the opposite sex while you are alone doing whatever you do in the toilet..
- Adjusting your loosened bra strap.. Normally we would adjust right out in the open, in front of the mirror outside the cubicle..
- While you are pinching your black heads or pimple, and you are writhing in agony and teary eyed..
- Digging your nose...
- Throwing your wrapped sanitary pad filled with blood, which is barely visible if you look closely..
- Tying your hair up, while your armpit hair is exposed in the air..
- When you get out of the cubicle after taking a dump.. the smell... *ergh*
- When you are peeing half-way, whether its loud or a fast...
- Fart..
- Singing while doing your stuff..?
Happy Birthday Amanda
First and foremost, I'd like to give a shout out to Manda...
HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
Yup... Happy birthday ol' girl... *grins* you are another year older.. Most of us is not gonna be until a few more months... mine not for another 9 months... *smiles*... Hmm.. Although I may not have known you longer than some of us, but we have been friends for.... *counts*.... 10 years, including this year... A good achievement... Glad to know we stay friends till today... and of course, many more years to come.. through your marriage, your pregnancy, your deliverance of your child, your bday again, another pregnancy, another deliverance, your bday again, another pregnancy, deliverance of your twins, your golden anniversaryof your marriage, and another pregnancy and it's deliverance... Then comes your old age... *smiles* It is a good plan... ahaks!!
Anyway, I am, as usual, in the office, and this is the 2nd time the power tripped... Sadly, I did not save my work... Thank God it isn't design.. Just Microsoft Word... Although there wasn't much stuff written in there, still!!!... I went to the toilet and came back just 5 seconds later... sniff... and I didn't get to save any work... sniff... *cry*
Oh well, that's the demise of the day... And now I need to design a Chinese New Year E-Greeting for the office... I intend to put in the 'Gong Xi Fa Cai' word.. But I do not know how to read mandarin characters... So sad... A disadvantage that I hold grudge deeply... A real 'banana'....
HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
Yup... Happy birthday ol' girl... *grins* you are another year older.. Most of us is not gonna be until a few more months... mine not for another 9 months... *smiles*... Hmm.. Although I may not have known you longer than some of us, but we have been friends for.... *counts*.... 10 years, including this year... A good achievement... Glad to know we stay friends till today... and of course, many more years to come.. through your marriage, your pregnancy, your deliverance of your child, your bday again, another pregnancy, another deliverance, your bday again, another pregnancy, deliverance of your twins, your golden anniversaryof your marriage, and another pregnancy and it's deliverance... Then comes your old age... *smiles* It is a good plan... ahaks!!
Anyway, I am, as usual, in the office, and this is the 2nd time the power tripped... Sadly, I did not save my work... Thank God it isn't design.. Just Microsoft Word... Although there wasn't much stuff written in there, still!!!... I went to the toilet and came back just 5 seconds later... sniff... and I didn't get to save any work... sniff... *cry*
Oh well, that's the demise of the day... And now I need to design a Chinese New Year E-Greeting for the office... I intend to put in the 'Gong Xi Fa Cai' word.. But I do not know how to read mandarin characters... So sad... A disadvantage that I hold grudge deeply... A real 'banana'....
Wednesday, 21 January 2009
Damn Sim Card
My phone rejected my sim card.. Apparently, my sim card is.... defective... 3 years life span??...
Pathetic Maxis...
Anyway, it's close to 6pm now, so I need someone to pick me up from work... But my ever-so-lovely sim card gave up on me... So the only source of communication for me is via phone and MSN... I've tried the phone but it's not really good to be seen talking on the phone for personal matters in the office.. so I opt for the latter.. MSN.... Ever so dependable MSN...
So I had a conversation with Michael a.k.a my other brother from another mother a.k.a my bro's best friend who's currently stationed in Aussie...
ME : Is my brother alive at home??
Michael : I dun think so
ME : sniff.. nvm le..
Michael : Y??
ME : My sim card spoil edi.. I need a lift home from work...
Michael : I help you call/text him k...
*waits*
Michael : He just woke up.. He's in a bad mood now.. lols
ME : *uh-oh*... shit...
Michael : He said he's calling you now.. oh wait.. sim card spoil edi... I text him to PM you la..
ME : .... ok.. thanks.. :D
Michael : Ok.. he said he's gonna PM you...
ME : k..
*idle chat*
Michael : Has he msged u yet??
ME : No worr... he must be angry kua...
Michael : WTF... nvm I call him gain..
ME : NooOOoooOOOOooOOoooOOooo...
Michael : he's not pciking up...
ME : He's really cranky-ing now..
Michael : Must have gone back to sleep... Nvm.. I call again..
*waits*
ME : He must be really pissed now... =.=
Michael : He's still not picking up!
ME : uh-oh.. it's personal now right??...
Michael : I think I'll stop spamming him now...
Until now.. my bro still havent messaged me back... But I got someone to pick me up now.. thank God.. *smiles*
Pathetic Maxis...
Anyway, it's close to 6pm now, so I need someone to pick me up from work... But my ever-so-lovely sim card gave up on me... So the only source of communication for me is via phone and MSN... I've tried the phone but it's not really good to be seen talking on the phone for personal matters in the office.. so I opt for the latter.. MSN.... Ever so dependable MSN...
So I had a conversation with Michael a.k.a my other brother from another mother a.k.a my bro's best friend who's currently stationed in Aussie...
ME : Is my brother alive at home??
Michael : I dun think so
ME : sniff.. nvm le..
Michael : Y??
ME : My sim card spoil edi.. I need a lift home from work...
Michael : I help you call/text him k...
*waits*
Michael : He just woke up.. He's in a bad mood now.. lols
ME : *uh-oh*... shit...
Michael : He said he's calling you now.. oh wait.. sim card spoil edi... I text him to PM you la..
ME : .... ok.. thanks.. :D
Michael : Ok.. he said he's gonna PM you...
ME : k..
*idle chat*
Michael : Has he msged u yet??
ME : No worr... he must be angry kua...
Michael : WTF... nvm I call him gain..
ME : NooOOoooOOOOooOOoooOOooo...
Michael : he's not pciking up...
ME : He's really cranky-ing now..
Michael : Must have gone back to sleep... Nvm.. I call again..
*waits*
ME : He must be really pissed now... =.=
Michael : He's still not picking up!
ME : uh-oh.. it's personal now right??...
Michael : I think I'll stop spamming him now...
Until now.. my bro still havent messaged me back... But I got someone to pick me up now.. thank God.. *smiles*
RANT-dom
For this post, anything written in RED belongs to me... Today, I've decided to venture into my ever-so-abandoned Friendster account, and there were many 'articles' posted on the bulletin board.. and one of them is as like below.. It perked my interest as it sounds pathetically lame.. It was titled "What Girls Don't Know about Guys".. I read only halfway and I started bursting out with laughter with the fact that someone pathetic emotional girl/guy actually had the tendency and time to 'analyze' and 'understand' how the male mind works... and how pathetically wrong they are.... Well, below in blue & green are the 'facts' meanwhile in RED, are my two sense...
Enjoy....??
1 - Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. [Most probably about the girl he cheated on you with]
Enjoy....??
1 - Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. [Most probably about the girl he cheated on you with]
2 - Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. [Note.. 'at one point']
3 - Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. [He definitely IS crazy]
4 - A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. [Run... he's possessive!]
5 - Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out. [Pity the poor guy.. don't be a bitch!]
6 - If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice. [Yes, silence IS golden, I agree]
7 - A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. [He's got a twisted fetish that embarassing you is fascinating]
8 - GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!!! [He's definitely the pussy in the relationship.. RUN!]
9 - Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot. [Every hot or cute girl is beautiful & gorgeous!!]
10 - If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl. [He probably is stupid to be doing 'something stupid' in the first place]
11 - If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something. [He's probably boiling with anger inside..]
12 - When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is.Guys rarely say that. [The girl probably rejected him countless times]
13 - When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me. [No.. He actually means, "LEAVE him ALONE!"]
14 - If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up. [Most probably to break up with you or confessing that he has cheated on you]
15 - When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something. [He's probably thinking how did he end up with you in the first place.. ahaks!]
16 - Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them. [Because you can't do nuts, they will automatically be the dominant one in the relationship]
17 - A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day. [Only to know so that he can save his own ass]
18 - No guy can handle all his problems on his own.He's just too stubborn to admit it. [That's because you're probably incapable to help anyway]
19 - NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesnt mean he represents ALL of them. [No one is complaining..]
20 - WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. [He's probably sleep deprived or having a sad case of insomnia or you're probably just a good fuck]
21 - Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you, he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life. [Don't even flatter yourself with the thought that he still wants you cuz you dumped him... Fool him once shame on you, Fool him twice shame on him..]
So there... I can't help myself... *grins*...
Anyone can add their two sense in.. I don't mind... Disagree if you think I'm wrong too.. Cus I don't care...
My opinion??... There are only 2 species in this God-forsaken world called earth... Probably in the Universe as well... And if the male & female do not respect each other, who will?... We are equal and it angers me whenever someone talks sexism... They should cut their head and flush it down the toilet... So what if Venus IS larger than Mars??..
Possessions
My work station is filled with:
- Marketing Books
- Design stuff[s]
- A story book ('My Best Friend's Girl'.. It's yours Sha!!!!! *smilesss*)
- A packet of Cloud 9 Strawberry Creme Sweet.. (the RM90 sweets I gave you, Manda!!!)
- 2 big packs of Marlboro Lights... for freeeee~
- 1 big pack of Kent Neo 6...
- My Liverpool mug
- A deck of Liverpool genuine play cards from a friend.. (thanks D!!! mwaksmwakss!!)
- A bunch of stationaries.. (I finally bought a stationary holder!!)
- A Panadol strip
- Tissues
- A 2009 calender from Dell.. (thanks to Kor..)
- My passport picture
- A PC.. (duh..)
- Strepsils
- A box of my namecard
- A small chain of little Liverpool logos that glitters.. ahaks!!
- 4 Vegeta figurines!!!... (another one on the way from overseas.. yay~)
That's about all I have on the table.. not a lot.. Nothing much regarding work except for the books and the PC... My desktop background is a Lamborghini Reventon... ONS!!!!!
~Sighss... I am so fond of my table~
- Marketing Books
- Design stuff[s]
- A story book ('My Best Friend's Girl'.. It's yours Sha!!!!! *smilesss*)
- A packet of Cloud 9 Strawberry Creme Sweet.. (the RM90 sweets I gave you, Manda!!!)
- 2 big packs of Marlboro Lights... for freeeee~
- 1 big pack of Kent Neo 6...
- My Liverpool mug
- A deck of Liverpool genuine play cards from a friend.. (thanks D!!! mwaksmwakss!!)
- A bunch of stationaries.. (I finally bought a stationary holder!!)
- A Panadol strip
- Tissues
- A 2009 calender from Dell.. (thanks to Kor..)
- My passport picture
- A PC.. (duh..)
- Strepsils
- A box of my namecard
- A small chain of little Liverpool logos that glitters.. ahaks!!
- 4 Vegeta figurines!!!... (another one on the way from overseas.. yay~)
That's about all I have on the table.. not a lot.. Nothing much regarding work except for the books and the PC... My desktop background is a Lamborghini Reventon... ONS!!!!!
~Sighss... I am so fond of my table~
Not too shitty morning
I am feeling like shit again... I am coughing like a bitch with diseased lungs... awggh!...
Anyway, last night I finished with the Mug Design.. This was the first project that has been bestowed upon me the first day I worked here... And till today, it is not finished... As I came up with numerous samples, my boss thinks something is missing... What could it be?.. I have been following their brief and thier preferences... that I did...
So, one fine day, my boss told me to change the whole muthafucking concept..!
Yahh.. he wants a humor twist to.. calculators??!.. Did I hear right???... Maybe my ears were clogged... I mean, put style and graphical design to calculators are fine.. but a humor twist to it???? Absurd.. Never heard of it.. Unless they are cartoon and comic...
So, I dragged myself back to my PC, like a wounded wolf, whimpering away because I was too depressed cause all my hard work and time's a wasted... and I had so many other things to complete... Well, I didn't cry.. I'm strong.. and I don't cry.. I've got too much pride.. But I did rant my anger & rage on poor Amanda, my poor Bro, and my poor colleague Jeremy & Kelvin...
*Come to think of it, now I know why I was pissed last week*
So then, since my boss wasn't around until yesterday, I have been putting off the blasted mug and finish the rest of my work.. And yesterday, my brain juices were spurting endlessly, so I manage to come up with humorous twists for the blasted mug...
And my boss liked it... (-.-")
Seriously, when I look back at my work, it looks more like I was high on weed while designing it.. The humor in the design is pathetically lame..
1. A ball that looks like an egg, bouncing from the far end of the cup..
2. A surreal sized calculator being jabbed with a syringe filled with brain juice was afraid of needles.. It was sweating anime style..
3. a laptop with a magnifying glass over it...
Seriously that is all... But it did make my morning seem slightly better... should be grateful for that right??..
And now he has requested for my presence... hope I'm not in deep shit.. *chokes*
"Whatever it is, it wasn't me!!!!"
Anyway, last night I finished with the Mug Design.. This was the first project that has been bestowed upon me the first day I worked here... And till today, it is not finished... As I came up with numerous samples, my boss thinks something is missing... What could it be?.. I have been following their brief and thier preferences... that I did...
So, one fine day, my boss told me to change the whole muthafucking concept..!
Yahh.. he wants a humor twist to.. calculators??!.. Did I hear right???... Maybe my ears were clogged... I mean, put style and graphical design to calculators are fine.. but a humor twist to it???? Absurd.. Never heard of it.. Unless they are cartoon and comic...
So, I dragged myself back to my PC, like a wounded wolf, whimpering away because I was too depressed cause all my hard work and time's a wasted... and I had so many other things to complete... Well, I didn't cry.. I'm strong.. and I don't cry.. I've got too much pride.. But I did rant my anger & rage on poor Amanda, my poor Bro, and my poor colleague Jeremy & Kelvin...
*Come to think of it, now I know why I was pissed last week*
So then, since my boss wasn't around until yesterday, I have been putting off the blasted mug and finish the rest of my work.. And yesterday, my brain juices were spurting endlessly, so I manage to come up with humorous twists for the blasted mug...
And my boss liked it... (-.-")
Seriously, when I look back at my work, it looks more like I was high on weed while designing it.. The humor in the design is pathetically lame..
1. A ball that looks like an egg, bouncing from the far end of the cup..
2. A surreal sized calculator being jabbed with a syringe filled with brain juice was afraid of needles.. It was sweating anime style..
3. a laptop with a magnifying glass over it...
Seriously that is all... But it did make my morning seem slightly better... should be grateful for that right??..
And now he has requested for my presence... hope I'm not in deep shit.. *chokes*
"Whatever it is, it wasn't me!!!!"
Tuesday, 20 January 2009
Life in the shadows...
The Rasmus - In The Shadows
No sleep
No sleep until I'm done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel I like going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
In the shadows
In the shadows
They say
That I must learn to kill before I can feel safe
But I
I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching, waiting for something
Feel me, touch me, heal me, come take me higher
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
I've been watching
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows
In the shadows
In the shadows
I've been waiting
Now this song reminds me so much of ******..... When he ponders about his whole entire life... How exasperated with life he feels, and when he was captured when he was just a young boy... It's as if he has been waiting for something to happen to him all his life... but time is always ticking away, and he will always be trapped inside out... Such a sad life...
No sleep
No sleep until I'm done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel I like going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
In the shadows
In the shadows
They say
That I must learn to kill before I can feel safe
But I
I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching, waiting for something
Feel me, touch me, heal me, come take me higher
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
I've been watching
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows
In the shadows
In the shadows
I've been waiting
Now this song reminds me so much of ******..... When he ponders about his whole entire life... How exasperated with life he feels, and when he was captured when he was just a young boy... It's as if he has been waiting for something to happen to him all his life... but time is always ticking away, and he will always be trapped inside out... Such a sad life...
Random
Finally I've finished another design project.. Considered quite the quick pace if I were to say so myself.. *proud-nyerrrr*...
- Liverpool draw... *sadness*... Let's just hope Man U loses the next match... So we shall be on top once again!.. I mean, it's not anyone's fault that Liverpool WAS leading... It's not anyone's fault that Man U missed a few previous matches... now, enough about football..
- I got 2 big pack of ciggies from a colleague... for freeee~
- My cough has started this morning when I woke up...
Anyway, here's my question of the day... Hope someone can answer for me...
Is it good to take cough/flu pill to go to sleep..? Because honestly, I sleep much better... And of course, I do have flu..
Alright, Now I gotta go back to work... Need to rush another blasted irritating project... sheesh
- Liverpool draw... *sadness*... Let's just hope Man U loses the next match... So we shall be on top once again!.. I mean, it's not anyone's fault that Liverpool WAS leading... It's not anyone's fault that Man U missed a few previous matches... now, enough about football..
- I got 2 big pack of ciggies from a colleague... for freeee~
- My cough has started this morning when I woke up...
Anyway, here's my question of the day... Hope someone can answer for me...
Is it good to take cough/flu pill to go to sleep..? Because honestly, I sleep much better... And of course, I do have flu..
Alright, Now I gotta go back to work... Need to rush another blasted irritating project... sheesh
Monday, 19 January 2009
AAARGGGHHH!!!!
I may be suffering in the office while some of you are scampering off happily... somewhere...
One of my colleagues... who happen to be sitting quite offensively nearby me, unfortunately, is spreading her body odour around... I can't breathe properly!!!!!
Today the admin changed everybody's seats... Apparently, the techs are to be seated somewhere at the other end of the office, the sales people to be seated behind the office, and my area is the 'rojak area'.. Where the designer/marketer/interns/auditors sits...
And SINCE this morning, I have been inhaling foul odor... and I'm sneezing right now.. and since it is already after lunch, I can't help but presume that she has sweat even more by now!!!!!! AAARGGHHHH!!!!!.....
I can't take it anymore!!!!... I keep finding reasons to get up from my place and go somewhere....!!!
AAARGGHHHH!!!!!!
One of my colleagues... who happen to be sitting quite offensively nearby me, unfortunately, is spreading her body odour around... I can't breathe properly!!!!!
Today the admin changed everybody's seats... Apparently, the techs are to be seated somewhere at the other end of the office, the sales people to be seated behind the office, and my area is the 'rojak area'.. Where the designer/marketer/interns/auditors sits...
And SINCE this morning, I have been inhaling foul odor... and I'm sneezing right now.. and since it is already after lunch, I can't help but presume that she has sweat even more by now!!!!!! AAARGGHHHH!!!!!.....
I can't take it anymore!!!!... I keep finding reasons to get up from my place and go somewhere....!!!
AAARGGHHHH!!!!!!
New but Old look
Took me about 30 minutes to figure out the blog template HTML all over again... Times a-wasted!!!
Anyway, a new blog skin... Not really new.. The template has existed for quite some time.. and I've used this skin before.. I'm just lazy to find skins online... and just the simple links and archive are suffice..
Anyway, a new blog skin... Not really new.. The template has existed for quite some time.. and I've used this skin before.. I'm just lazy to find skins online... and just the simple links and archive are suffice..
Monday is Green today..
Oh yeah... Today is Monday.. So hello Monday Blues... Although I don't feel very blue today.. I'm still feeling pretty green from the sickness during the weekend...
I've recovered!
Last Wednesday I worked overtime and it lasted for 27 hours.. Basically on Wednesday I worked the normal hours which are 9am-6pm.. and continued from there until 12pm the next day.. It was... exhausting of course...
We had the rest of the day off and I slept for about 14 hours after that.. As I woke up for work the next day, I began to feel weird.. My body was shivering and bones were aching inside out.. But I went to work anyway.. As I was 'trying' to do my work, I couldn't concentrate.. My eyes were clouded, my mind was fogged... My limbs seem to be torn apart as the aches sparks through it every minute... I could hardly lift my fingers.. I happen to slump forward every now and then, I think I might be suffering near sight from dropping too near to the monitor screen..
My breathing were partly ragged as I tried to inhale a fair consumption of air to balance myself, on the chair... It didn't help much because my chair has wheels and it rotates.. So everytime I move I happen to move along with it.. I couldnt help the coldness that I was feeling as I was wearing a dress on that day.. So that added to the bone aching thingy..
The Adobe Illustrator/Photoshop were on and idled most of the time.. the music was soft, then loud, then soft again... My hearing clogged... my fingers spasmed.. (if there's such a word.. I think there is)..
So I got up from my station, went straight into the boss' office...
"I want to take a half day off... I'm feeling sick all over, and I can't concentrate.. sooo.. can I go??..." *smiles*
She looked at me with a question mark on her face as she pauses to 'register' what I said.. After a while she shrugged and said..
"Yes, you can go..."
I don't really care if she believes me or not.. because as I was walking back to my table to clear my stuff to get out of the office, I could feel my legs giving up on me... My eyes squints every second and I couldn't breathe properly...
Derek picked me up and I slept right after we reached his house... Slept for about 3 hours and the fever got out.. He took me to the doc's and found out that I had a fever temperature of 39 degrees.. Not very far from my medical bill which was RM35...
I slept the whole Friday night.. *sadness*... and Saturday morning... *sniff*
My fever subsided and I couldn't take it anymore, the antibiotics have already attacked my taste buds.. I ate duck rice with Derek & Malcolm, then eat Mango Loh with Derek & brother... And last night had Kenny Rogers for dinner...
Today I've finished off the last of the antibiotics, now I'm freee... I get to eat whatever the hell I want..
Food never tasted this good... and I was sick for just ONE freaking day!...
We had the rest of the day off and I slept for about 14 hours after that.. As I woke up for work the next day, I began to feel weird.. My body was shivering and bones were aching inside out.. But I went to work anyway.. As I was 'trying' to do my work, I couldn't concentrate.. My eyes were clouded, my mind was fogged... My limbs seem to be torn apart as the aches sparks through it every minute... I could hardly lift my fingers.. I happen to slump forward every now and then, I think I might be suffering near sight from dropping too near to the monitor screen..
My breathing were partly ragged as I tried to inhale a fair consumption of air to balance myself, on the chair... It didn't help much because my chair has wheels and it rotates.. So everytime I move I happen to move along with it.. I couldnt help the coldness that I was feeling as I was wearing a dress on that day.. So that added to the bone aching thingy..
The Adobe Illustrator/Photoshop were on and idled most of the time.. the music was soft, then loud, then soft again... My hearing clogged... my fingers spasmed.. (if there's such a word.. I think there is)..
So I got up from my station, went straight into the boss' office...
"I want to take a half day off... I'm feeling sick all over, and I can't concentrate.. sooo.. can I go??..." *smiles*
She looked at me with a question mark on her face as she pauses to 'register' what I said.. After a while she shrugged and said..
"Yes, you can go..."
I don't really care if she believes me or not.. because as I was walking back to my table to clear my stuff to get out of the office, I could feel my legs giving up on me... My eyes squints every second and I couldn't breathe properly...
Derek picked me up and I slept right after we reached his house... Slept for about 3 hours and the fever got out.. He took me to the doc's and found out that I had a fever temperature of 39 degrees.. Not very far from my medical bill which was RM35...
I slept the whole Friday night.. *sadness*... and Saturday morning... *sniff*
My fever subsided and I couldn't take it anymore, the antibiotics have already attacked my taste buds.. I ate duck rice with Derek & Malcolm, then eat Mango Loh with Derek & brother... And last night had Kenny Rogers for dinner...
Today I've finished off the last of the antibiotics, now I'm freee... I get to eat whatever the hell I want..
Food never tasted this good... and I was sick for just ONE freaking day!...
Friday, 16 January 2009
Wednesday, 14 January 2009
Clueless
As I was giving myself reasons to be frustrated, agitated, annoyed, irritated, pissed off, angry, stressed out, *&&*%%&*^&&*(!(*&*(@* at work, I have been ranting to Amanda online... I didn't even have time to go pee.... As I am writing this I am currently still in the office... So are my colleagues..
Current :
Mood - unknown (very lethally dangerous)
Song - Britney's Everytime??!!!! *shivers*
Work Station - you don't wanna know.... -.-
Anyway... Amanda told me to.. think of... happy thoughts!... *grins*
*pauses*... *thinks*.... *ponders*.... *pause somemore*
Come to think of it.. I do not know what makes me happy... I'm practically detached from alot of things... Derek is my love and Vegeta is an obssession... But they don't make me happy... they just send shivers down to my spine, and numb my knees, wet my palms with sweat.. and don't forget gasping for breath everytime they are on my mind...
So yea.. I don't know what makes me happy....
Current :
Mood - unknown (very lethally dangerous)
Song - Britney's Everytime??!!!! *shivers*
Work Station - you don't wanna know.... -.-
Anyway... Amanda told me to.. think of... happy thoughts!... *grins*
*pauses*... *thinks*.... *ponders*.... *pause somemore*
Come to think of it.. I do not know what makes me happy... I'm practically detached from alot of things... Derek is my love and Vegeta is an obssession... But they don't make me happy... they just send shivers down to my spine, and numb my knees, wet my palms with sweat.. and don't forget gasping for breath everytime they are on my mind...
So yea.. I don't know what makes me happy....
Unknown rage & anger
My hands are shaking, my body shuddering with a certain motion.. What exactly am I feeling right now?.. No, WHY exactly am I feeling this way???...
Something bothers me.. I am feeling anxiety, anticipation, curiosity.... and an emotion which I can't put into mere words.... It somehow relates to... anger??
But for what?... I am feeling rather frustrated... but with myself?... I can't explain the emotion I am feeling.. And I hate it when I am uncertain of myself.. I am so agitated... and I guess that explains why I am angry at myself... I can't figure myself out...
Let this be a good day for all mankind... I might unleash some hatred unto the poor soul who crosses my path... -.-
Something bothers me.. I am feeling anxiety, anticipation, curiosity.... and an emotion which I can't put into mere words.... It somehow relates to... anger??
But for what?... I am feeling rather frustrated... but with myself?... I can't explain the emotion I am feeling.. And I hate it when I am uncertain of myself.. I am so agitated... and I guess that explains why I am angry at myself... I can't figure myself out...
Let this be a good day for all mankind... I might unleash some hatred unto the poor soul who crosses my path... -.-
Monday, 12 January 2009
Random
Monday blues will and always be here... Somehow I feel like I am slacking off this morning.. Been FBing the whole morning/blogging/ciggie break/fighting with Jeremy...
I think the most interesting event is the latter... I was giving an honest to truth opinion but he didn't accept so be it.. You're damn ugly!!!!! *blek*
Happy now?... I was sincere too... Now you have given me the green light to be offensive to you... HAHA....
And yes, manda... Like always... I am bored... Nothing better to do than blog a few times in every sitting... My blog seems lonely... And so am I... With no one to accompany me accept a few of my choice chat-mates... which is you, you, and you... *Smilessss*...
Only 3... How sad... *sniff*...
Shout out: IQ games are for the weak who wants to prove they are smart!!!!!! yay Jeremy!!!! You are smart now!!!...
I think the most interesting event is the latter... I was giving an honest to truth opinion but he didn't accept so be it.. You're damn ugly!!!!! *blek*
Happy now?... I was sincere too... Now you have given me the green light to be offensive to you... HAHA....
And yes, manda... Like always... I am bored... Nothing better to do than blog a few times in every sitting... My blog seems lonely... And so am I... With no one to accompany me accept a few of my choice chat-mates... which is you, you, and you... *Smilessss*...
Only 3... How sad... *sniff*...
Shout out: IQ games are for the weak who wants to prove they are smart!!!!!! yay Jeremy!!!! You are smart now!!!...
Friday, 9 January 2009
Lifeless
Yes Jeremy... People who blogs either has no life... Or they are attention deprived people... They either blog about their sad lives, their emotional state, their broken spirit... Or they blog about what happened yesterday, today, tomorrow, or the next 100 years... Or they blog about their personal perception of things around them...
And I blog about what happens on the day that I blog... Basically try to make it as opinionated and critisized as possible.. and of course, I tend to make fun of the situation... and try to be sadistically funny...
It is hard to write a post sometimes too... Certain 'dramas' are difficult to put it in words.. therefore sometimes it takes me about an hour to 'perfectionize' it as best as possible... But I think my level of writing skills are not that good just yet... I have written many stories previously.. Has never been posted...
Oh well... Like what I am doing now, Jeremy.. I just wrote a very very wasted post.. A post that was really unnecessary but only to get my points across to you that bloggers indeed, write for the sake of writing and yes, I do believe that some of them has not much of a life... Like me now.. Started working and with nothing better to do than get stuck in front of the damn computer whole day... oy-vey!!
And I blog about what happens on the day that I blog... Basically try to make it as opinionated and critisized as possible.. and of course, I tend to make fun of the situation... and try to be sadistically funny...
It is hard to write a post sometimes too... Certain 'dramas' are difficult to put it in words.. therefore sometimes it takes me about an hour to 'perfectionize' it as best as possible... But I think my level of writing skills are not that good just yet... I have written many stories previously.. Has never been posted...
Oh well... Like what I am doing now, Jeremy.. I just wrote a very very wasted post.. A post that was really unnecessary but only to get my points across to you that bloggers indeed, write for the sake of writing and yes, I do believe that some of them has not much of a life... Like me now.. Started working and with nothing better to do than get stuck in front of the damn computer whole day... oy-vey!!
DerekCarol Scoreboard
I had a lot of stationaries on my table.. and most of them are scattered across the table because I don't have the stationary box to hold them all together.. Plus, I don't have a wastepaper basket, therefore my rubbish are all accumalated at the corner on the table..
So yesterday, Derek took me to One U for dinner... On the way there, I told him I need to go to the Popular Book Store...
Me : Baby, later follow me to Popular can?
Drk : Why??
Me : I need to get some stuff for my table..
Drk : Why?
Me : My table is a mess.. Need to get it cleaned up..
Drk : Table break edi ahh???
Me : .... (-.-")... No...
Drk : PC break edi ahh???
Me : ... Yahh.. I broke the table leg... *sarcasm*
Drk : Why like that??... *pretending to be a fool*
Me : I like it rough maaaaaa~
Drk : .......*pouts*
Hahahaha... Carol : 2183, Derek : 0
Yahooo!...
So yesterday, Derek took me to One U for dinner... On the way there, I told him I need to go to the Popular Book Store...
Me : Baby, later follow me to Popular can?
Drk : Why??
Me : I need to get some stuff for my table..
Drk : Why?
Me : My table is a mess.. Need to get it cleaned up..
Drk : Table break edi ahh???
Me : .... (-.-")... No...
Drk : PC break edi ahh???
Me : ... Yahh.. I broke the table leg... *sarcasm*
Drk : Why like that??... *pretending to be a fool*
Me : I like it rough maaaaaa~
Drk : .......*pouts*
Hahahaha... Carol : 2183, Derek : 0
Yahooo!...
Morning Parking People
Today is the second time of the week, where I am having my breakfast and overlooking the carpark and seeing drivers passing by or trying to park their vehicle... And I noticed something that perks my interest..
I realised some drivers that were trying to park their vehicle, tend to find it difficult to park properly.. They'd have to reverse/straighten/forward/reverse again/straighten again/forward again/reverse one more time/etc... you get the idea.. and they'd take their own sweet time to do it.. Somehow it was like they'd lost their sense of doing a perfect parking..
So as I was having my first bite of breakfast, I noticed this vehicle was trying to do a back parking.. Well, he got it's ass into the confinement just fine.. He just need to straighten and reverse all the way, then he'd have a perfect parking... So I ignored and had my 2nd and 3rd bite... When I looked up, the car was still trying to reverse and trying to move forward... and then straighten...
'.....Stupid...' I thought to myself... But then again, I tried an imaginary role reverse... If that guy was me, why do I waste my time trying to perfect my parking so slowly with so many rounds of back/front/centre, when I can do it in less than a minute....?
So I came to this conclusion;
- Sleep would be clouding my mind
- I must have left my head at home
- I must still be sleeping
Who knows...
I realised some drivers that were trying to park their vehicle, tend to find it difficult to park properly.. They'd have to reverse/straighten/forward/reverse again/straighten again/forward again/reverse one more time/etc... you get the idea.. and they'd take their own sweet time to do it.. Somehow it was like they'd lost their sense of doing a perfect parking..
So as I was having my first bite of breakfast, I noticed this vehicle was trying to do a back parking.. Well, he got it's ass into the confinement just fine.. He just need to straighten and reverse all the way, then he'd have a perfect parking... So I ignored and had my 2nd and 3rd bite... When I looked up, the car was still trying to reverse and trying to move forward... and then straighten...
'.....Stupid...' I thought to myself... But then again, I tried an imaginary role reverse... If that guy was me, why do I waste my time trying to perfect my parking so slowly with so many rounds of back/front/centre, when I can do it in less than a minute....?
So I came to this conclusion;
- Sleep would be clouding my mind
- I must have left my head at home
- I must still be sleeping
Who knows...
Thursday, 8 January 2009
Praise in Vain
A friend, Black Eyed Face sent me a facebook profile out of the blue yesterday.. So I checked it out and apparently it was a guy that she claimed was 'cute'... and that he resemble our friend, Bernard... Which sadly, I think Bernard is much cuter... They do have a slight similarity around the face.. probably it's the face shape..
As Black Eyed Face sent me the profile, coincidently, Bernard was messaging with me on MSN... So at the same time, I was chatting with Black Eyed Face and Bernard at a different chatroom.... And after checking out the profile, I gave my honest to truth opinion to Black Eyed Face...
Black Eyed Face : So he's cute right???? *smiles*
Me : Ermmm... I don't think so... I think Bernard cuter lorrr...
(at another chatroom)
Bernard : OMG... what was that about???!!
Me : ..... ???? (what happened??)
(scrolled up the chatroom and read what I wrote....)
If you do not know what just happened, it is actually a two phase conversation.. all rolled into a few parts... You see, I sent the right message to the WRONG person... When I was commenting about Bernard being cuter, instead to Black Eyed Face... I sent it directly to Bernard...
Me : ...oops...
It was downright fucking embarassing!!!!!... I had to explain to Bernard what the hell that was all about... and it wasn't easy because I've known him for almost 7 freaking years and I have never complimented him outright.. If I were to actually praise his goodlooks, this is not how I had in mind to do it... It was.... just embarassing...
Black Eyed Face : HAhahHAhHAhhahhahaaahahhhahahAHHAHhahAaahHhhaaaahhAA!!!!!
Bernard : I had no idea I'm still a hot topic for you girls after all these years...
Me & Black Eyed Face : .... (-.-")....
Yea right Bernard... Whatever man... You are still one vain fuck... hahahhaa
As Black Eyed Face sent me the profile, coincidently, Bernard was messaging with me on MSN... So at the same time, I was chatting with Black Eyed Face and Bernard at a different chatroom.... And after checking out the profile, I gave my honest to truth opinion to Black Eyed Face...
Black Eyed Face : So he's cute right???? *smiles*
Me : Ermmm... I don't think so... I think Bernard cuter lorrr...
(at another chatroom)
Bernard : OMG... what was that about???!!
Me : ..... ???? (what happened??)
(scrolled up the chatroom and read what I wrote....)
If you do not know what just happened, it is actually a two phase conversation.. all rolled into a few parts... You see, I sent the right message to the WRONG person... When I was commenting about Bernard being cuter, instead to Black Eyed Face... I sent it directly to Bernard...
Me : ...oops...
It was downright fucking embarassing!!!!!... I had to explain to Bernard what the hell that was all about... and it wasn't easy because I've known him for almost 7 freaking years and I have never complimented him outright.. If I were to actually praise his goodlooks, this is not how I had in mind to do it... It was.... just embarassing...
Black Eyed Face : HAhahHAhHAhhahhahaaahahhhahahAHHAHhahAaahHhhaaaahhAA!!!!!
Bernard : I had no idea I'm still a hot topic for you girls after all these years...
Me & Black Eyed Face : .... (-.-")....
Yea right Bernard... Whatever man... You are still one vain fuck... hahahhaa
Mars - Venus = 1 - 0
I went for a shopping spree last week sometime after Christmas. So I went with my Mom and God brother to The Curve.. We walked around, window shopped from store to store.. Then I spotted this really nice top which I eventually bought it after 5 minute battling with myself whether I should purchase it or not.. So I gave the bag to my God Bro to hold it while I do some more browsing in the same shop with him tailing along behind me.. (my mom was god knows where)...
So then when we went to another store, and I retrieved my bag from him.. When we went into another store, I passed it onto him again.. This time he gave me his exasperated look and pursed his lips the entire 'torturous ordeal'... and so I had a little conversation with him... it went like this..
Me : Is it so tiring to hold a small bag for jiejie?? (jiejie is sister)
God Bro : ..... errrnooo ahhh... *pouts*
Me : *unconvinced*.. you ARE a gentleman right???? *snickers*
God Bro : I AM!!!!...
Me : *raised an eyebrow*.. really??.. then can hold on to it for me or not??? *BIG smiles*
God Bro : ..... CaaAAaaAAaannnnnnn...nnn...
Me : ok.. that's a good gentleman...
God Bro : But when I buy my toys I also have to hold it myself.. no one holds it for me! HMPH!
Me : ......(-.-")...... *holds onto my own bag*
Such a pitiful creature of the moment.. Come to think of it, sometimes we women has really abused the good gesture of men which we use in the term of 'gentleman'... sometimes it sickens me you know.. Especially in such cases as;
- You take 3 hours to get ready for that date you have been dying for.. It is just a simple date to the mall, bowling, lunch, a sundae, a movie, etc.. you get the idea.. every turn of event, when it comes to paying, you never thought he would expect to go dutch.. and then you'd go.. "This is totally the worse date I've been with!" - Sorry to break your bubble sis.. maybe he just doesn't like you that much.. maybe not at all...
- Shopping.. That is the ultimatum.. I can vote that this is one of the most dreaded ordeal any male in the universe would consider... In fact, sometimes when I go shopping with my significant other, I actually do feel it.. That is why I do not do it unless it is really necessary.. I don't expect my man to hold my bags if I can't carry them myself.. Shit, I'm not a damn weakling!... I can very well carry them myself.. If not all of them... I have a fucking backbone... and oh yea, I do not pity the guys who has been forced this upon them... I just feel sorry for that the girlfriend has no consideration at all..
- Opening doors for the 'lady' and make sure she enters before you.. This is another ridiculous concept that somebody's someone's father's forefathers of some centuries ago came up with... Totally ridiculous.. What is the point in it anyway?.. The man and the lady are both to enter anyway.. Whoever opens the door first should just hold on to it for the next to enter, whether it's the lady or the man...
- And some other I can't think of at the moment..
And note this, WHEN the man doesn't do the mentioned above, the female complains and whines and throws tantrums, and defiantly fights back... How 'lady' is that?!
So then when we went to another store, and I retrieved my bag from him.. When we went into another store, I passed it onto him again.. This time he gave me his exasperated look and pursed his lips the entire 'torturous ordeal'... and so I had a little conversation with him... it went like this..
Me : Is it so tiring to hold a small bag for jiejie?? (jiejie is sister)
God Bro : ..... errrnooo ahhh... *pouts*
Me : *unconvinced*.. you ARE a gentleman right???? *snickers*
God Bro : I AM!!!!...
Me : *raised an eyebrow*.. really??.. then can hold on to it for me or not??? *BIG smiles*
God Bro : ..... CaaAAaaAAaannnnnnn...nnn...
Me : ok.. that's a good gentleman...
God Bro : But when I buy my toys I also have to hold it myself.. no one holds it for me! HMPH!
Me : ......(-.-")...... *holds onto my own bag*
Such a pitiful creature of the moment.. Come to think of it, sometimes we women has really abused the good gesture of men which we use in the term of 'gentleman'... sometimes it sickens me you know.. Especially in such cases as;
- You take 3 hours to get ready for that date you have been dying for.. It is just a simple date to the mall, bowling, lunch, a sundae, a movie, etc.. you get the idea.. every turn of event, when it comes to paying, you never thought he would expect to go dutch.. and then you'd go.. "This is totally the worse date I've been with!" - Sorry to break your bubble sis.. maybe he just doesn't like you that much.. maybe not at all...
- Shopping.. That is the ultimatum.. I can vote that this is one of the most dreaded ordeal any male in the universe would consider... In fact, sometimes when I go shopping with my significant other, I actually do feel it.. That is why I do not do it unless it is really necessary.. I don't expect my man to hold my bags if I can't carry them myself.. Shit, I'm not a damn weakling!... I can very well carry them myself.. If not all of them... I have a fucking backbone... and oh yea, I do not pity the guys who has been forced this upon them... I just feel sorry for that the girlfriend has no consideration at all..
- Opening doors for the 'lady' and make sure she enters before you.. This is another ridiculous concept that somebody's someone's father's forefathers of some centuries ago came up with... Totally ridiculous.. What is the point in it anyway?.. The man and the lady are both to enter anyway.. Whoever opens the door first should just hold on to it for the next to enter, whether it's the lady or the man...
- And some other I can't think of at the moment..
And note this, WHEN the man doesn't do the mentioned above, the female complains and whines and throws tantrums, and defiantly fights back... How 'lady' is that?!
Wednesday, 7 January 2009
Keedz theez deyz
The other day, it was my God brother's day out.. So my parents brought him to a shopping mall, window shopped.. and window shopped some more till he spotted this really cool Ultraman action figure.. He went bonkers over it.. You know how it is with 6 years old kids and Ultramans.. So he went practically hyperactive, suggesting to my mom that he needs it, somehow twisted it into an essential possession of his life...
God Bro : Mimi.. I want that toy!!!!
Mom : Nope... you have too many toys already..
God Bro : But I reeeeeeeaallllyyyyy want iiiiiiit..... (swings his pelvis and flings his arms while pouting)
Mom : Mimi did not bring enough money with me.. (the standard line to lie to kids who wants new toys)
God Bro : *sulks for 5 seconds*... Can I ask Pa (my dad) to buy for me????!!! *hopeful*
Mom : You can ask him...
God Bro : *Walks to Pa*... Paaaaaa~.. can I have the new Ultraman Legend????!
Pa : Pa no money...
God Bro : Never mind laaaa... *pouts*... can use the 'card' first marrr....
If you do not know what kinda card he is refering to, he actually meant credit card... Kids nowadays are too intelligent for their own good.. Well, they ARE the 'children of tomorrow'... They'd better achieve something great when they come of age... sheesh*
God Bro : Mimi.. I want that toy!!!!
Mom : Nope... you have too many toys already..
God Bro : But I reeeeeeeaallllyyyyy want iiiiiiit..... (swings his pelvis and flings his arms while pouting)
Mom : Mimi did not bring enough money with me.. (the standard line to lie to kids who wants new toys)
God Bro : *sulks for 5 seconds*... Can I ask Pa (my dad) to buy for me????!!! *hopeful*
Mom : You can ask him...
God Bro : *Walks to Pa*... Paaaaaa~.. can I have the new Ultraman Legend????!
Pa : Pa no money...
God Bro : Never mind laaaa... *pouts*... can use the 'card' first marrr....
If you do not know what kinda card he is refering to, he actually meant credit card... Kids nowadays are too intelligent for their own good.. Well, they ARE the 'children of tomorrow'... They'd better achieve something great when they come of age... sheesh*
Office Paranoia
If I were to decide to take the time off from work, during work hours.. What would I do?..
Now this is actually a really big risk that I take whenever I am in the office.. I had purposefully shifted my monitor away from prying eyes so I could serve freely purposefully without being noticed nor suspected of slacking off..
I get really paranoid whenever someone tends to walk towards the stock room behind me.. and I'd try to cover my ass up by pretending to be doing some jack-ass work... What's worse, they had placed a printing machine exactly behind me.. How inconvinient for me... I think I need to place a mirror so I can peek behind me everytime someone is behind...
Oh.. and I found out that there is a fire extinguisher about 10 inches behind me.. Think I'd make that as my personal possession since it's really close to me.. and really abuse it's usage if I ever fuse over over-irrational bosses and over-dramatic seniors..
There are no speakers on any of the PC in the office.. So I'd have to succumb to wearing earphones every day.. It hurts sometimes but it is my only pure source of entertainment in such a quiet environment with humans who doesn't talk nor joke nor do jackie chan stunts... It's the core hell of boredom and near-death..
I just received a bunch of stationaries this morning.. It was left on my table before I reached.. with a note attached to it that says, "Carol, this are all the stationaries with me.. I will give you the rest that you asked for tomorrow."... *expressionless face*.. ok whatever you 'under-supplied-of-stationaries-company'....
Label : stoic once again..
Now this is actually a really big risk that I take whenever I am in the office.. I had purposefully shifted my monitor away from prying eyes so I could serve freely purposefully without being noticed nor suspected of slacking off..
I get really paranoid whenever someone tends to walk towards the stock room behind me.. and I'd try to cover my ass up by pretending to be doing some jack-ass work... What's worse, they had placed a printing machine exactly behind me.. How inconvinient for me... I think I need to place a mirror so I can peek behind me everytime someone is behind...
Oh.. and I found out that there is a fire extinguisher about 10 inches behind me.. Think I'd make that as my personal possession since it's really close to me.. and really abuse it's usage if I ever fuse over over-irrational bosses and over-dramatic seniors..
There are no speakers on any of the PC in the office.. So I'd have to succumb to wearing earphones every day.. It hurts sometimes but it is my only pure source of entertainment in such a quiet environment with humans who doesn't talk nor joke nor do jackie chan stunts... It's the core hell of boredom and near-death..
I just received a bunch of stationaries this morning.. It was left on my table before I reached.. with a note attached to it that says, "Carol, this are all the stationaries with me.. I will give you the rest that you asked for tomorrow."... *expressionless face*.. ok whatever you 'under-supplied-of-stationaries-company'....
Label : stoic once again..
Tuesday, 6 January 2009
Hate my Blog
The more I look at my blog, I find it too pinkish and glittery for my liking... But I hate customizing HTML... I hate my blog... But I had this blog for years.. and I can consider it as one of my personal possesion now...
My Working Environment Graphical Preview
My work station is placed at the far side of the office, right beside the wall, facing the front office, with partition to separate other work stations... Which means, no one will be able to see exactly what kinda shits I'd be doing most times... With the monitor slightly shifted to the corner of the table facing the back wall, it will be hidden from prying eyes... But the only disadvantage is that the stock room is behind me, where surveillance is highly secured with a CCTV, whereby the stupid camera is facing directly to my back... What's the irony here??.. And here I thought my placing is good but yesterday I found out there is a CCTV directly behind me... (it's suppose to gaurd the stock room)... sighhss...
Now my station is still quite bare as my stationaries are not supplied yet.. I've written a list of what I want.. and I don't even have my own wastepaper basket.. though I don't I need one.. I'll just shoot hoops to my colleagues trash can... Other than that, I have 'deco'ed my table with Vegeta action figures and badges.. I'm gonna go get a clock and customize it with Vegeta's face on it.. That'll be cool.. Hell, I'm a designer... These things are menial tasks to me... It doesn't require much effort too...
I also have a fwew stationaries I've brought from home... A calender I took while doing some shopping.. I tend to mark the days that passes by in red marker... I have my own mug.. Although there are plenty of mugs to take from the pantry to claim as my own but I'd rather buy one of my own choosing.. it's more of a personal hygiene matter... And of course, I found a Liverpool FC mug, and was totally smitten by drinking out of it, so I bought it..
I need to buy more working clothes...
Now my station is still quite bare as my stationaries are not supplied yet.. I've written a list of what I want.. and I don't even have my own wastepaper basket.. though I don't I need one.. I'll just shoot hoops to my colleagues trash can... Other than that, I have 'deco'ed my table with Vegeta action figures and badges.. I'm gonna go get a clock and customize it with Vegeta's face on it.. That'll be cool.. Hell, I'm a designer... These things are menial tasks to me... It doesn't require much effort too...
I also have a fwew stationaries I've brought from home... A calender I took while doing some shopping.. I tend to mark the days that passes by in red marker... I have my own mug.. Although there are plenty of mugs to take from the pantry to claim as my own but I'd rather buy one of my own choosing.. it's more of a personal hygiene matter... And of course, I found a Liverpool FC mug, and was totally smitten by drinking out of it, so I bought it..
I need to buy more working clothes...
Friday, 2 January 2009
2008 + 1 = unknown
Dear 2008,
I can't say that you have brought me many fortunate happenings nor can I say you have brought me many mishaps.. But all in all, it has turned all events into the biggest changing point in all my 21 years of life...
Let's see... *thinks*... I can roughly list out the big points that has altered my life starting with;
1. I started the year with working due to my internship programme for 12 weeks. It was one hectic and pressured experience for I ended up in the wrong place at the right time. But there is no downfall to this case as a lot of good has come out of it although I did manage to put in many verbal slashings and cursings and complains during the entire ordeal. I learned to be smarter (to jaga my own ass), my working style has became diligently faster, my being judgmental flew up the ceiling, and of course, something or some shit about the advertising firm which I'm not at all interested in pursuing that level just yet. At least not until I have obtained a colorful profile. *BIG smiles*
2. Right after my internship, it was my finals which lasted for 6 months. There was 2 stages and I passed both stages with hard-ass presentations and rush hours. Well, we last minute doers are always asking for it. But party hard, study hard.. That's what I always say, although party time always has extended hours.. But so what, I passed my finals, meant that I have done well.
3. I am currently in a relationship, which is actually my longest one of all and it is still going strong, I thank God for that. And those who says I am head over heels for Derek, you are right, but you are wrong too, cause I hardly show aggressive attachments to him. I am proud to have him as my significant other. Soul mates? I shall think about that when we reach our golden anniversary.. *BIG smiles*
4. My graduation... *enough said*
5. I admitted I was randomly looking for a job, hoping I would fall into some god forsaken unfamiliar field to expand my 'wisdom'... *raise an eyebrow with hooded eye lids and expressionless face*....
....Never thought I would end up in what I majored in. But it's not all that bad... I am actually expanding my 'profound knowledge'... *laughs evilly*.. for I am now officially in charge of all designs (I'm the ONE & ONLY designer in the office) and also in charge of the whole marketing range.. *nyek-nyek*.. SuperWoman?.. Baka got la... WHAT HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO?????
That's about it, 2008.. You have brought me nothing but those above.. :D.. It is a wonder how I will survive for the next 3 years..
Goodbye & Good Riddance!
Dear 2009,
Bring me lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa good, great, wonderful, enjoyable, miraculous, prosperous, richly big juicy fortuneSSssSSss yaahhhh... *BIG smiles*
*Lord, smite me with all the cursed riches of the world and may I never recover from it*
I can't say that you have brought me many fortunate happenings nor can I say you have brought me many mishaps.. But all in all, it has turned all events into the biggest changing point in all my 21 years of life...
Let's see... *thinks*... I can roughly list out the big points that has altered my life starting with;
1. I started the year with working due to my internship programme for 12 weeks. It was one hectic and pressured experience for I ended up in the wrong place at the right time. But there is no downfall to this case as a lot of good has come out of it although I did manage to put in many verbal slashings and cursings and complains during the entire ordeal. I learned to be smarter (to jaga my own ass), my working style has became diligently faster, my being judgmental flew up the ceiling, and of course, something or some shit about the advertising firm which I'm not at all interested in pursuing that level just yet. At least not until I have obtained a colorful profile. *BIG smiles*
2. Right after my internship, it was my finals which lasted for 6 months. There was 2 stages and I passed both stages with hard-ass presentations and rush hours. Well, we last minute doers are always asking for it. But party hard, study hard.. That's what I always say, although party time always has extended hours.. But so what, I passed my finals, meant that I have done well.
3. I am currently in a relationship, which is actually my longest one of all and it is still going strong, I thank God for that. And those who says I am head over heels for Derek, you are right, but you are wrong too, cause I hardly show aggressive attachments to him. I am proud to have him as my significant other. Soul mates? I shall think about that when we reach our golden anniversary.. *BIG smiles*
4. My graduation... *enough said*
5. I admitted I was randomly looking for a job, hoping I would fall into some god forsaken unfamiliar field to expand my 'wisdom'... *raise an eyebrow with hooded eye lids and expressionless face*....
....Never thought I would end up in what I majored in. But it's not all that bad... I am actually expanding my 'profound knowledge'... *laughs evilly*.. for I am now officially in charge of all designs (I'm the ONE & ONLY designer in the office) and also in charge of the whole marketing range.. *nyek-nyek*.. SuperWoman?.. Baka got la... WHAT HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO?????
That's about it, 2008.. You have brought me nothing but those above.. :D.. It is a wonder how I will survive for the next 3 years..
Goodbye & Good Riddance!
Dear 2009,
Bring me lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa good, great, wonderful, enjoyable, miraculous, prosperous, richly big juicy fortuneSSssSSss yaahhhh... *BIG smiles*
*Lord, smite me with all the cursed riches of the world and may I never recover from it*
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