Red Alert!

It is happening again.

I am feeling all the emotions that I normally do not feel. The anxiety to cry, the hate and anger rising like a bile in my throat, the urge to laugh out loud, has all come together. A single twitch could spark it all, and I would break down instantly.

Why oh why, are we to experience this over and over again, every once a month!?

Yea I know it's only natural, 'cause we are made that way. But do we actually have to produce unnecessary mood swings or emotions?

Before I've decided to write this post, I had the sudden urge to cry. I choked on the oncoming sob that I felt coming, then as I am writing this post, I feel the anger of the prepostorous fact, that we women have to go through this shit month after month. It is exasperating!

As I sit behind my cubicle, facing the damn LCD screen, I just want to grab a pen and stab into the damn rectangular thingy that shines into my face. I hate it!

You know what is the most annoying thing of it all?

I have the inspiration and determination and ideas that is driving me to accomplish my designs, and this happens.

PMS sucks. I should warn Derek now.