Friday, 24 April 2009

the final countdown

What have I got to look forward for? -Nothing much at the moment.

Things seem to be settling down. Faltering into the back of the whole scene. This ordeal should turn out fine, I guess. I'm not the least bit affected, at least notuntil last night. Maybe I was about to fall sick and yesterday my body was weak. Really weak. I guess that explains why I had almost fainted in front of my manager. He was quite worried about my welfare. Though I didn't show much. He was like a father figure.. A very young father figure. That's what he is anyway but we're not talking about him.

Like I said, I almost blacked out for a moment there. It was extremely hot around yesterday. I guess the heat was getting the best out of me. I had a headache when I first awoke. At least until after I met up with Mei, I was already fine. Maybe I just needed to unwind and enjoy the hours of relaxation. I have been cooped up in the office, in the confinements of my small, sad, pathetic cubicle, facing the damn LCD screen for at least close to 10 hours a day. And let's not forget the unmerciful timeline given for each and every project that fell into my hands for the past month.

I guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself a lil bit for not having enough 'me time'. Believe me, I've not even trim my nails and cuticles for the past month. And my hair... GAWD my hair is so frizzy I didn't even have the time to conditionize it properly for the past several weeks. Just touch and go with shampoo.

Alright, I know I am whining & complaining but I just can't seem to get what I want and what I want now is some me time. So Thank God it's Friday! I shall forever worship the fact that you exist before Saturday! and that I will always pray and pray harder that you will speed up and quicken the hours until 6pm and slow it down to a reaaaaal good notch after 6pm. You will forever be etched into the bottom of my heart for you are the saviour of my hard-ass week. All Hail, Friday! LONG LIVE FRIDAY! I love you! [puts my hands up and looks into the sky with a really grateful face]

I guess I'm really too free at the moment... [bitch bitch bitch]