Crushed Crush

I remember the days when I had celebrity crushes. A few of them, actually but they were mostly short-lived. Until I had this crush, a major one, on Westlife's Mark Feehily. Yes, I was so in love with him, I'd fantasize about being with him and no one else. Well, of course, that is a very impossible act. The fact that I can never have him makes me want him more. Ahh those were the days. He was the first thing on my mind when I awake and the last before I lay asleep. It was just bliss thinking of him every moment of the day.

Frankly, he was my secret hero. With his pretty boy face. Those luscious and pouty lips makes me wanna kiss it so much. Those crystal clear sapphire eyes makes me want to drown in it forever. And those dimples.. what cute dimples he has.. sigh~

But instead of having a crush on him, I was crushed. He is GAY. Yes, it turns out that he has been dating Kevin McDaid for years. Sniff. And here I thought he was a woman's killer.

Well he is a woman's killer. He's killed many girl's dreams, and I'm one of them. :(

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