RIP Cody

I have raised you for 5 years.. And it isn't fair for you to be taken away from me in a blink of an eye.. I didn't even know you were dead... You died a horrible death.. An awful end.. I am sorry I didn't come to retrieve your broken body.. I just couldn't see you looking at your worse... I want to remember you at your best... Healthy, frolicking in the water, and doing your mid day yoga poses..

I am sorry I wasn't always there for you like I how used to when you were younger.. I know I used to bring you into the bathroom and I'd let you run around the edges of the bathroom and around the house.. I know that you like your freedom, but I guess it got the better of you.. Well, at least you're in the hands of God now, as Derek has put it.. Who knew the moment you ran out into the streets your time has come...

I am not ready to lose you though... I have always visited and played with you the moment I get the chance.. Now I can't even look into your big empty playpen.. Knowing that you will never return to sleep there ever again.. instead you are sleeping underneath the dirt now...

You are my very first pet.. The one I handpicked myself and have loved so much.. I know you have feelings too as I have seen it in your eyes most of the time I played with you.. You were not very happy being kept in within walls... But where can you be kept and still belong to me?.. If I gave you away, I wouldn't know your welfare.. At least now I know you are resting in peace...

I have somewhat forgiven the person who crushed you under his car... Although you didn't deserve this kind of ending, Cody, but it wasn't entirely the person's fault.. Now that you are not here, raising the rest of the turtles have no meaning anymore... I'd let them go...

May you rest in peace Cody...

My Sunday Blues

So the weekend is here once again.. What am I to do?... I have no alternate plans as one can fully see, I sleep till the sun has set and awakes when the moon arises and sleeps when the sun ascends..

It is becoming an awfully bad habit to not be able to see the sun for days... weeks maybe... I guess Sha can tell me... She knows too well to call me before 6 pm.. Hahaha...

Anyway, I woke up at 11 am today.. What a great change in habit... My brother, Derek & I were suppose to go to Chia Hoe's Opening Ceremony of his shop at 12.. My brother was sleeping and didn't get up till almost 12pm while Derek was too occupied with mahjong.. It angers me that both men are as pathetic as I assume them to be.. and later at 4pm, I have a family photo shooting for my graduation shit... Hate the wait but thats the only vacant hour the lady told me...

I tried to download Dragon Ball Z movie, Plan to Destroy the Saiyans.. None could be buffered... Irritated and annoyed in the least... I can't watch my Vegeta... ><

Anyway, I really want to be out now.. Derek was supposed to fetch me but he has forgotten all about me and went home and slept... He hasn't slept since last he woke up... The bastard... I wonder how I've managed all these years... sighs..