That night has been one crazy night for me yet again... He was drunk and I had to drag him out of Bamboo for being so sticky to his new found friends... A guy named Ernest, his so called new friend.. was 29 but doesn't look a day old over 24... and he's married.. quite a cute guy at that too.. *ahem*... he's married.. but that's not what I'm blogging about...
After I got him into the car, we went to Nasi Kandar opposite Mosin... his 'self-proclaim-ex-girlfriend' (the girl self proclaimed that she is his ex) tried to embarrass me in front of the whole motley crew...
As me and him got up to leave, she shouted "Ehhhhhh!!! I saw your pants!!! HahahhahHAhahha!"
Well yes, I was indeed wearing pants over a black top.. It was a top not a dress... Well, then I made it a point that she is blind then answered her, in front of her motley crew, "Yea... I am..." and left...
That's the last I saw her... At least I hope she won't doom my shadows ever again.... I might even invite her to my wedding and leave her in the "Ex's table" and hopefully get to enjoy a good cat-fight... HAhahahAHHAhahahhaa.... oh that would be downright fucking amusing...!
So then he puked 5 times throughout our journey home.. I stayed over till the next evening... went out for dinner and watched TV at home the whole night...
There!... at least I have something to post!!!! That was my weekend!... fuck my weekend... gotta save money for Pangkor Laut!!!!!!! No more party weekeneds...
maybe party weekdays... hmmmmmm....
Tuesday, 30 September 2008
Sunday, 21 September 2008
Reflection
If there is one thing that I can change in the past.. what would it be?...
I'd say nothing.. I have lived most of my life with the saying "No regrets".. it has been my principle of life for the past god knows how many damned years... I have made many mistakes in my life and have learned from them and have gotten much stronger than ever before... So if you ask me what I would change... I'd say nothing once again.. for I wouldn't be who and where I am today...
Almost nothing can break me.. Almost... Nothing... I have a steel of heart in many things... In dealing with problems and tasks at hand... With emotions especially.. I won't let anyone know what is really going on in my mind... Being emotionless has been a mask... and that mask stays put for it makes me a more confident person...
Emotions makes a person weak... So I just tend to let it by pass and move on like as if nothing has ever happened... I do not dwell on silly things and letting some silly emotions get the better of me...
I have learned this the hard way... Oh but I am happy with what I have... I really am.. I have such a good better half... He is the best thing that has ever happened to me... We are as compatible as compatible can be... and I am so proud of him... He is the strongest person in mind and in heart that I have ever known... He has been my sole mentor in life and I thank him for that... I am happy to have known him and to belong to him as he is to me...
I never let sadness take over my mind and heart... I am in control and the master of my own mind... petty emotions like these will never bring me down and destroy me..
It is the only way to not break.. Ice the heart... but never lose your faith... Things that are irrelevant and unimportant to you, push it into the far back of your mind and focus with what you have... Be contented with what you have and live with what you have... If you want something more go out and get it.. Do not dwell on the past and let some stupid mistake or emotion get to you... because it will bring you down...
I always practice what I preach... And this is me... I have a heart of stone.. I do not pity anybody yet I do not care about anybody... of course.. unless they are my saiai's... *beloveds*
My Derek, my MI8, Pat, Sha, Bernard, my elder bro, my future shihtzu, my future car, my future children, vegeta, (ooo~ he turns me on)... my terapin Cody... I'll kill for them...
Baby I love you.. I'm having massive headache now though... You just gotta watch GT Episode 60/61... fucking funny...
I'd say nothing.. I have lived most of my life with the saying "No regrets".. it has been my principle of life for the past god knows how many damned years... I have made many mistakes in my life and have learned from them and have gotten much stronger than ever before... So if you ask me what I would change... I'd say nothing once again.. for I wouldn't be who and where I am today...
Almost nothing can break me.. Almost... Nothing... I have a steel of heart in many things... In dealing with problems and tasks at hand... With emotions especially.. I won't let anyone know what is really going on in my mind... Being emotionless has been a mask... and that mask stays put for it makes me a more confident person...
Emotions makes a person weak... So I just tend to let it by pass and move on like as if nothing has ever happened... I do not dwell on silly things and letting some silly emotions get the better of me...
I have learned this the hard way... Oh but I am happy with what I have... I really am.. I have such a good better half... He is the best thing that has ever happened to me... We are as compatible as compatible can be... and I am so proud of him... He is the strongest person in mind and in heart that I have ever known... He has been my sole mentor in life and I thank him for that... I am happy to have known him and to belong to him as he is to me...
I never let sadness take over my mind and heart... I am in control and the master of my own mind... petty emotions like these will never bring me down and destroy me..
It is the only way to not break.. Ice the heart... but never lose your faith... Things that are irrelevant and unimportant to you, push it into the far back of your mind and focus with what you have... Be contented with what you have and live with what you have... If you want something more go out and get it.. Do not dwell on the past and let some stupid mistake or emotion get to you... because it will bring you down...
I always practice what I preach... And this is me... I have a heart of stone.. I do not pity anybody yet I do not care about anybody... of course.. unless they are my saiai's... *beloveds*
My Derek, my MI8, Pat, Sha, Bernard, my elder bro, my future shihtzu, my future car, my future children, vegeta, (ooo~ he turns me on)... my terapin Cody... I'll kill for them...
Baby I love you.. I'm having massive headache now though... You just gotta watch GT Episode 60/61... fucking funny...
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