Random Note

Dear you (don't self proclaim that I am talking about anyone at all),

There are some truths which are better left unknown and some to be known.. In my case, I am not sure whether is it a good thing that I learn of it or not.. I feel totally depressed after knowing it but relieved that the truth is worth knowing..

I really don't know what to think anymore.. It seemed so real in the past but now it feels just too empty and full of lies and pretending.. I wonder if you really are who you say you are..

Does it really matter?.. Does how I am now really matter that much to you?.. Have you ever consider my feelings?.. How can you even think about it?.. Yes I can forget that we have ever talked about the truth.. But it makes a whole lot different now that I know it..

If what you think really puts such an impact then I shall do whatever it takes.. not for you but for myself.. and when I achieve, you are definitely not gonna be the number one priority any longer.. and I am sure you know why..

As sad as I am about this, but this has to be the way to teach you to not mess with me.. I am in no loss.. you will be..

-Caroline-

im not joking anymore

I have been confused and sad these past few days.. I am confused about human values and why some people don't have them and sad for him as well as pissed!

Yes... I AM PISSED!..

WHY?.. I really don't understand how can the people who are 'assumed' to be one of the closest to you can be such two faced.. what's more, they turned half your friends against you.. That's just so pathetic.. worse than human feces..

It's really a very ungrateful sight...

I know him more than anyone in this world.. well enough to tell someone who ill-speak of him to shut the fuck up and go back to your momma's hole..

I just wanna say to those certain 'people' out there.. you are no better than what you said he is.. because you are definitely worse..!