sea-sick??

I was just chatting with my very good friend Mei online and we had random conversations.... one of it went like this...

ME : I am not feeling well, I don't know how to go Port Dickson tomorrow...

MEI : What you mean you don't know how to go PD?

ME : I'm feeling nauseatic...

MEI : What does that mean?... afraid of the sea???

ME : *shit I gotta blog this*

sorry Mei.. I know your braincells dieded... perfect target.... muahahahaha

Love is NOT horny

I just gotta hand it down and take my hat off to the PAS commitee... All the ridiculous things they say nowadays about body contact and that most women (divorcees) are horny... kanineh... Now, not many people agree to their terms, of course... Where is the love?.... Girls can't act indecent, (of course there are limitations) guys can't hug girls in public, and couples are not suppose to sit and chit chat in KLCC play park in the dark or will be caught of commiting an indecent act... that's absurd... I have not heard of anything so stupid in my whole entire life... Just because you PAS members doesn't have an open mind about the generation of LURVE that you're living in, there are in fact a few solutions that you can overcome with...

1. head for the toilet, put your head into the toilet bowl and flush
2. cut off your own head, throw it into the toilet bowl, and flush

Whichever one's easier...
I have friends (a couple) who got caught before just by sitting and relaxing in the KLCC play park after a long walk from shopping... and guess who stopped by to collect RM30 from my friends just to keep their own mouth shut up tight??....
Many people like being hugged and kissed and especially PDA... what's wrong with PDA???
It doesn't make a person horny.... definitely doesn't make it an indecent act if it is among a boy who loves the girl who, indeed, loves the boy back.... that's call dating...

And this is a free country with free races... If they ever come and stop me doing 'indecent' acts (hugging/holding hands/hands over shoulder) while I'm dating with derek, I'd say, "You wanna stop me?... Stop them first...(points at any random Malay couple; preferably the ones hugging/holding hands/hands over shoulder)".. and walk away.....

....

Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
All these time were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

so ungrateful and unappreciative... what more can I say?

chalk walk

The walks were drawn using chalks.. This guy seemed very good at it....

Down here is the side view....

Notice how the people seem to be avoiding the 'hole'

This was drawn on the street side...

sick sick sick + love sick

These past few days I couldn't even looked at the screen... I practically slept the whole time since sunday thru tuesday... yupp, I was sick... veeery sick... thanks to my beloved derek... he has passed on his inheritance to me... keke.. (I was just joking baby)... Anyway, I have never felt this sick before... welllll, it was nothing much.. All I had was;

- fever
- sore throat
- cough
- flu
- nausea
- muscle ache
- shiver
- headache
- nose block

Nothing much huh.... hahaha.. I have NEVER felt this sick before... Normally I take ONE day to get cured of fever.... MAXIMUM one day.... but this time it lasted me almost 4 days... actually today I still feel quite drowzy.... but I can still maintain in getting better... try not to think of the worse... hahaha... I'm kinda stoning here... Looking at the fucking LCD screen..... and blasting music into my face... doesn't seem right....
But anyhow, I got the virus from sharing a drink with my sick baby on Sunday... But he took care of me real good that night.... (~love you so much baby)...
And now, is the fourth day, I am suppose to feel better... but I guess not... My stomache seem to be weak since the day I got sick.... Whatever I eat I seem to vomit it all out again... Am I becoming an aneroxia again???... shit..................
Well, that all still doesn't top my baby singing 'Thank God I've Found You' by Mariah Carey ft 98 Degrees to me just to make me feel better... =).... (~you just have the knack to make me love you more)

A very long day

Yesterday about 5.00 pm, I was very healthy and energetic.. Derek and I were happily walking and shopping around in One U... Then I felt like buying a drink from Yippie Cup... =)... And trust me the drink was delicious.... =)....
Well, of course me and derek shared till the last drop...
Well, about 6.00 pm, Derek and I went to eat our dinner in Dave's.. (it was for his birthday)
and that was when I don't feel good at all... I was shivering and my bones were starting to ache...
About 7.00 pm, ww finished our dinner... and we went for a movie that we bought tickets to earlier... The whole time I was in the cinema I was freezing and felt extra bad.... It was super cold and the chair was so fucking uncomfortable... but thank god we sat on a two seater at the side... luckily no one was beside me or they might get the virus from me...
We got home around 9.30 pm and I laid down straight away... I slept about 2 hours plus and my baby was there to take care of me... (~aww baby.. thank you so much for being there when I needed you most...that's why I love you so...)
Anyway, I had fever till just now, about 3.00 pm.... And now I'm quite okay... Not as bad as last night... actually, just wanna say thank you to sweetheart... So nice of him to pass the virus to me... =)... back to the Yippe Cup drink... Derek actually was sniffling here and there due to flu... and unfortunately, I got it from him that way... And he's absolutely fine since then... and I've really got it bad.... ogghhhh!!....
I practically slept the whole day today.. I just woke up anyway... about an hour ago.. My brain feels tired and I'm actually stoning now... my neck hurts all the way to my spine... it's very tired... (that's cuz I slept so fucking long..)
Baby I'm missing you...

night of the drunkard

Well, finally the night is through... At least my darling had loads of fun he deserves on his birthday..... =).... we really had the night going on.. We went Bar Blonde to celebrate his birthday... And what added to it's excitement was the existence of my cousin.... was glad and happy she were there to join the party... =)... at least she got extra drunk yesterday night... hehe... Well, basically Amnan bought a bottle of Absolute Vodka and derek bought a bottle of Chivas... and he drank most if.. He got quite pissed drunk and was talking rubbish, crap, cock, you name it.... practically the whole night.... When we brought him to the car, Jason pushed him to the side inside the car and I followed derek in and winded down the window just in case he vomits... What I didn't expect was my smart-mouthed boyfriend, once he opened his mouth, all curses started blasting out of his mouth to the people on the streets... Did that caused any trouble???... of course noooottttt~... a malay guy just came up to Sherene's car and kicked her car, fuck derek from the open window and slapped derek on the face only what.. nothing much... Well, of course I pushed the motherfucking Malay cibai away from hitting my boyfriend.. And trying to stop derek from trying to get out of the car and the beat the fuckshit out of the malay fuckhead was not an easy task... With derek's strength and all I'd might as well just fall fainted.... (I got bruises from him moving around violently also..) siggghhhhh~

Well, like I said.. At least my baby was happy, despite of all the 'stupid' things he's done... I could say I took care of him pretty well after reaching home... Brought him to bed and cleaned up all the mess... And he slept through the night like a cute little defenseless adorable baby..~... (~awww~)...
Sighh.. baby you don't know how much I love you... I forgive you for whatever things you have done before... In fact, I have forgiven you always...
Anyway, today was a really fucking HOT day!!!!... I brought chocolate upstairs to derek's room... And it melted in within 15-20 minutes... and I mean... REALLY melted....

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I woke up about 8.45 am this morning.. wondering should I attend english lecture anot.. eventually I did... Once again our Ms Brenda talked about design again.. and how we should present ourselves creatively about design... ish... same ol same ol every Friday.. and next Friday, we're expected to prepare a presentation about Design... gawd....
Anyways, got home about 11.++ am... and my cousin came to pick me up and we went Pyramid SHOPPING!!!... I spent about RM100++ today... I bought a pair of Vincci heels, a surf pants from F.O.S, and a halter top from I dun remember the shop's name.... and a half a wardrobe from my cousin.... =)... she borrowed + gave me quite a number of clothes.. mostly those which she's not bringing back to Korea and those which she don't wear anymore... hehe... Thanks jie~
Anyway, will be joining Sharon and derek to dinner cuz Sharon wanna spend birthday boi dinner.. =)... Im kinda full actually... =) and gonna party with baby tonight.. and we still don't know where to party.. may be my cousin will be joining us as well.. =)...
Anyway, can't wait to see you baby.. muax~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEREK LIM!!.. muahs~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!!!!!

Today is the 21st of April 2006 and its my darling's 21st birthday... yay~... bought him a Nike jersey and a car tag.... saying "STOP STARING AT ME!"
anyways... I'll always be there, here, anywhere for you darling... just so you knoe... you're the only one I love... =)...

Will be spending the whole night with you and will be taking care of you when you're drunk kies???... hahaha... I love you baby!!... muahs~

The day has come... =)..is coming...

Tomorrow is coming... 21st is here in about...erm... 1,2,3,4.....erm.... wait...

(after 5 minutes)

... in about 10 more hours... =)....

peppercorn and apricot = not the same

Finally once again I've finished my assignment.. only this time it is not writing, typing, reading... it's mostly cut and paste.. well, mine is mostly cut and paste... I don't know bout the others... I made a turtle/tortoise ( i dunno how to diffrentiate it cuz im stupid... so its ok..)... tissue box..

It's called "turtle/tortoise looking tissue box".... =)

I spent the last 6.00 pm - 10.00 pm doing all the tuoch ups and shits.. I even had to chase my terapin, Cody, around the house just to capture its' shell texture... =p... the fella ran away from me... it was like he was about to escape any moment.. well, It has always been like that since... and he went missing after that... I later found him inside my mom's room under my dad's study table... =p... stupid reptile... (is it a reptile anyway?)

oh yea.. I had fundamental class today, and we were suppose to sketch fruits out and there was this really dark green thingy right in front of me..It was a peppercorn... and I called it, APRICOT... so smart of me... actually I don't fucking know how the fucking apricot looks like... not to mention the peppercorn which was in front of me...

Finally!! I'm done with my assignment!!

Finally I am done with my history assignment.. I think there was about more than 20 pages there... hopefully my printer won't run out of ink.. =P..hehe.. gonna be 10.00 pm liao... gonna see my baby in..... about half an hour more... hehe... baby I miss you!!!!! and my neck is stiff I think... and so is my spinal cord... ish... anyway, will be goin out now with my derek sweetie... =).... so.. ciaus..

a so-so day...

It's precisely 1.37 pm now.. and I'm haning around in college, using the college com and has nothing better to do.. derek is working and my cousin is coming THIS wednesday... I thought it's next wed... everyone thought so too... anyway, I don't think I'll have much to blog today... Once again, I sketched a few drawings today... got my whole palm BLACK.... eerrgg...

Went to a nearby mamak with my classmates and ordered maggi goreng.. wanted fried egg called 'mata kerbau'... and they don't fucking understand what the fuck I'm trying to say... "cow's eye"..they eventually went to the backdoor and scooped out the cow's eyes for me to eat.... ok that was gross... I made that up... and Ivan had a better egg yolk than I do.. shit them mamakians...

I bought a Radioactive baby T yesterday... brown and pink graphics.. I think I like brown nowadays... I bought so many brown outfits and infits... shit...

And once again, I am missing my darling derek... I feel so stressed out... derek's computer broke down and i hope that all our pictures had not been washed or deleted... or I'd really feel fucking fucked up.... all the memories and times we had fun... errggg!!!!... feel like crying....

foggy windows brings bad luck

I just came back from hanging around in Derek's house the whole day.. anyway, just now, 9.++ pm, we went ss2 mamak for dinner... as we finished, of course we went back to the car.. derek and nava were talking about something, which I don't think I was quite interested.. so I just wander off into my own world and stared out the window.. I stared for about 10 second and couldn't see anything... that's because the window was fogged.. so I did the only sensible thing.. -wind down the window to clear the fog..

and down the window went.. and up the window went... still part foggy... and so I used a bit of pressure to push onto the window as I wind it down so that the suction would be better and clear more of the fog...

and down the window went, and up again... hmmm... still foggy...

down the window went and up it went again...still foggy.... down again, up...down, up, down, up, do---

DEREK : hey!! trying to spoil my window ah??

and so the window went all the way up and was never to wind down again..EVER!

It's FRIDAY!!! ~yay

Today seemed to be abit slower yet quick.. When I opened my eyes it was already 11.30+ pm.. I had to get up and get ready to meet up with Esther and head to Mid Valley at 1.00pm.. So when we reached MV, we went to buy movie tickets to watch Ice Age 2.. This was my second time watching it..(so it's wise to shut up)... but sometimes I couldn't take it I'd just tell Est, 'This part damn cute wan'... keke... Went on quite a shopping spree...not stupendous but.. can tahan le.. (I DID went shopping dear...din mean to lie.. had my reasons) *wicked laugh*..

Anyway, we came out about 4.++ pm.. Walked around and waited for Est's mom to come fetch us from MV... It was raining.. I bought a Nike Cap today.. So it served its' purpose quite efficiently... =)...

Guess that's about it.. Going out again tonight with derek... Miss my baby so much... =)... muaxmuax!

Waiting For You

I had a very peculiar dream today.. None whatsoever related to any other dreams I've had before... I dreamt that derek and I have been dating since young.. Happy and gay everyday.. Loving each other and not having a care in the world.. Spending time together as if there was no tomorrow.. Sigghh.. what bliss...
Then, the whole scene just jumped to the next 10-15 years.. where me and derek has grown alot older...
The scene started when I was walking down a street.. And there, I saw him... Derek walking on the same street towards me.. All of a sudden I have this feeling of gush inside me (like butterflies fluttering around my stomach)... Then I realized I hane not been seeing him for quite some time...
I went up to him and said 'hello'.. And I felt the certain pull-back between us... At that point I didn't feel comfortable subconsciously AND consciously... 'What was wrong'..I thought to myself... And I asked derek the same question I asked myself....

" We split up, long time ago...", he said...

When I heard that, my legs were wobbly and my heart felt weak.. I was about to cry but I held back eventually... and he went on...

" We had a fight years ago.. and that was the last time we ever saw or talked to each other... Guess you and I were too hard-headed and stubborn to apologize first... and eventually we fade away just like that..."....

................ I was speechless.... For the first time in my life, or dream, I have never reacted that way...

In my dream, two of us still missed each other badly... and somehow, we continued our long lost relationship and went on as happy as we both used to be...

I have been wondering... Should I be feeling happy that it turned out okay???... siggghhh... sad just thinking of it...
In my own interpretation, somehow I think it links to my conscious mind... how I've been feeling recently, things I've been thinking of... siiggghhh... So read between the lines... The story has been unveiled....

gone + sad case

Nowadays, I feel kinda lost in my own world... Not much excitement seeps into my life... I use to look forward into the day after my classes.. Now I go home to an empty room of nowhere... It's sad.. I know.. It's suppose to be sad...
Like I said I've always been looking forward into the day.. yahh.. looking forward to seeing my sweetheart... have always been like that ever since we met...
Althought nothing changed, I still feel lost... sad case right...?..yeah.. suppose to be...

I know you're tired.. I don't really want to meet up with you.. Just want you to have enough and plenty of rest... Sorry baby... Maybe I'm too love sick... Love you always sweetie... =)... muackzzz

Sweet cruise

This morning I tried getting up at 8.30 am but I got up at 9.30 am.. I was suppose to be in derek's house by then.. Wanted to spend time together for at least 2-3 hours before he start work at 1.00 pm.. When I reached his house I expected he would still be sleeping.. So I tried waking him up but he wouldn't budge a single bit.. So I left him alone for awhile and went downstairs to watch a movie or something.. At least the TV would entertain me..
I return to the room after 2 hours of the stupid movie about Bruce Willis robbing banks and tried waking Mr. Emporer+Sultan+King of Snoreness but was in vain, still wouldn't budge... I tried pushing him down the bed... It was already 12.00 pm and he would be late!!... I got kinda fed up after a few nudges.. So I laid still on the bed beside him and sulk.....
Then he turned around and hugged me...

ME : I came here in the morning just to spend some time with you before you leave for work.. Now I can't do that anymore... sigh..

DEREK : Sigghhh.... I didn't plan to spend 2-3 hours with you today actually..

ME : (felt as if a spear has poked through my heart in an instant)

DEREK : I plan to spend the whole day with you... *wicked laugh again*

I turned around and kissed him and hugged him and hit him at the same time... He told me the night before that he don't have holiday when I asked him... But that was so sweet of him that he surprised me.. I love you baby!!!

Anyway.. We hung out until late at night as we always do everyday... We decided to just stick to yum char as it was already 10.30 pm.. So we went to Steven's corner... Derek did something stupid but funny (as usual)... We were rounding the block for parking... When we reached the stretch of road infront of stevens... Derek was not pressing the accelerator.. He was just letting the car cruise all the way to the front..

DEREK : ~weee.. we're cruising....cruise cruise.... hehe

ME : Is it??...

DEREK : Yupp! I'm not pressing anything..kekeke

ME : ooohhh... hehe... slowly cruise la.. nice right?...

DEREK : of course... cruising nicely ma...

So the car was going on slowly to the front and reached a junction... and derek BRAKED! all of a sudden....

DEREK : BIG ship almost bang into us...

A bus was coming from the left fast like a bull... and none of us saw it...

ME : cruise summore la.... ^*(#^$#

But we still laughed it off in the end...

Fucked up conversations

Today I've been acting kinda good girl... After college straight came home and went jogging.. jogged about 30 mins... came home and took a shower... locked my face to the LCD screen for a few hours, waiting for derek to reply me on MSN... (so sllloooowww)... Went out only at 10.00 pm plus... cuz derek off-work at 10.00 pm... we went back to his place for awhile.. wait for him to finish bathing, shit, blablabla... after that we went out just so I can have my fucking late dinner.. We were driving around ss2 mamak looking for a carpark.. unfortunately there was none... as we were in the car, driving around.. we had conversations where 2 of it went like this...

The Good News.

DEREK : Dear, Since I'm working here, I have a chance to win a BMW.. yay~

ME : hee!.. good luck kay dear?... then the car would be ALL yours!!..hehe

DEREK : yupp!!.. good man that time...!!!

ME : yupp!! petrol also YOU pay... ahahanyekneykahaha!! ( wicked laugh*)....

DEREK : (potong steam edi)....YOU STUPID *tooooot* *tooot* *toot* *toooooot*... BLASTSsss!!

(I made the last line up..)


Must Love Dogs.

...~fantasizing~..
ME : Dear, next time when we rent a place we can get a dog and treat it as if its our baby... hehe

DEREK : yeah.. good idea.. its good practise... so what dog do you wanna get???

ME : SHIHTZU!!!!... sooooo cuuuuttteee!!!!!.... I LOVE SHIHTZU!!!!

DEREK : I don't like shihtzu!!..I wan chihuahua...

ME : (disgusted look)... chihuahua's eyes are so bulging and goes all the way to the side..the way it barks and yelps are the same blablabla chihuahua so fugly blablabla I DON'T WANT CHIHUAHUA!!

DEREK : CHIHUAHUA IS STUPID!!!!!

At this peak hour of the debate I know I'm DEFINITELY gonna win!!! *wicked laugh**...

ME : I know chihuahua is stupid...

DEREK : Yupp..chihuahua is stupid....

10 seconds silence................

DEREK : SHIHTZU IS STUPID!!!!!!

Laughed non-stop...

peculiars of the world...

In this world there are so many odd, peculiar, weird, strange-looking, or should I say, unique things built, invented, designed or created... Take a look at some of the world's weird... I mean, unique creation... at least these are one of them.. you'd be surprise how many strange-looking shits are out there that are yet to be designed and created by the hands of man... ish...

This one looked very dizzy in the middle..
These buildings looked like papers being crumpled, doesn't it??

It also looks like the building has been bombed and it's crashing down...
Crazy, mixed up architect who designed this layout...*...I... feel.... dizzy.....ogggh..*
Trust me.. This IS a building..

free time?? who's got 'em.. I do...

Mei told me to post up the sketches that I drew in Fundamental Drawing class.. but my lecturer kept all of it already.. and that day I didn't have the camera as well.. sorry mei.. you couldn't see my sketches... ^^
Anyways.. Things are gonna be quite different from today onwards.. Nothing special.. Just gonna find my friends and disturb them abit with all the free time I have in my hands right now... Just have to find shit and crap to keep me busy with.. Siiiggghhhh....
Derek will be busy for quite some time now..

The bad side
- ~Lonely..I'm soo lonely..
- stuck at home 24/7...
- will be missing derek so badly.. shit..

The good side
- I'll get more sleep... yay~
- I get to do more productive things...

I dunno.. Somehow things are gonna be quite different around here for once.. At least I won't get a sore neck from sleeping on derek's bed.. or the sun light shining directly into his room whenever I open my eyes.. Or having a hard time deciding/thinking where to go waste our time together...
But I'm really gonna miss spending endless hours with derek.. the jokes and crap we both talk and only which we would understand.. the actions that only we both know what the fuck is going on..e.g 'I wan massage, dear = colgate smile + colgate smile'.. (what the fuck are you thinking anyway???..corrupted!!)...
So I guess that's about it.. at least I'll have more time to myself now..

I was sitting on my couch in front of the fireplace. Bundled up with a comforter and hugging my favourite pillow, reading with my favourite novel, 'Family Curse' from R.L Stine. Listening to the fire crackles, the rain pouring and patting on my window across the hall from where I sat made me felt more eager to stay at home and just laze around the whole evening. I was enjoying certain parts of the novel when I heard a loud thump above from where I laid. What a perfect moment to be home alone, I thought to myself. My eyes rolled up staring at the white open ceiling for at least 10 seconds before they went scanning the whole room. I got up quickly but cautiously and went to the kitchen. I quickly grabbed the first thing i saw from the counter; a spoon.

I was terrified yet not panicking. I walked slowly toward the stairs following the angles of the walls. As reached the foot of the stairs, I stared above the dark aisle above me and took a big gulped. I leaned against the wall as I was walking up. The whole moment while walking up the stairs I was expecting blood shot eyes staring down at me, pouncing its' way down onto me, sinking his bloody fangs into my main artery and tearing out my whole neck. The wail and screams and the pain of agony I would be going through, sent a shivering chill down my spine all the way to the sole of my feet.

As I reached the top of the stairs, I switched on the aisle way light from the switch just on my right. I held up the spoon to my chin level, ready for defence in case something jumps out on me from nowhere. I looked around and scanned the whole hallway like a tiger hunting for it's prey. Except I am the victim here should anything happen, I thought to myself again.

I was walking pass each and every room until I reached my room. Then, I saw it...
I tilted my head a little bit backwards to confirm what I've just saw. My closet door was slightly opened. I remember shutting it tight after getting the extra comforter out to cozy myself up while reading a book. That's weird. Who opened my closet door??

I silently crept into my room and scanned sround once more. Why am I creeping into my own room as if I am the burglar here, I thought to myself. I didn't bother switching on the lights as I'm afraid it'll trigger something or someone. I walked slowly towards the hang-opened closet door. I reached out for the knob and prayed to myself over and over again. As I

things i did in my first day of class

Yesterday was quite a productive day for me... I sketched out 2 still life formation and I have to say it's not bad at all.. After all, I can draw....
ended my class earlier than alot of people as I was the first to finish the 2 sketches... (quite proud with meself).. I came out of the college at 5 pm and called Derek to come fetch me like he promised... hehe... I told him before my class ends at 6, but since i was let out earlier, i called him once i came out but he was still in centrepoint yum char-ing with sherene...
so he came 30 mins later... we went home, had our dinner (fought over whether we should eat inside the kitchen our outside)...

Today was better than yesterday

Today was the first day of class for me after a week of holiday due to my college's term break.. I got up at 8.45 am as my class commences at 9.00 am... shit..
Before that I slept at 6.00 am.. so basically I slept only for 2 hours ++... ~How nice....

Apparently, I reached the college and had to climb four flight of stairs just to reach the highest floor where my class was... And worse comes to worse, my instructor told us that Tuesday's class has been reformatted to Wednesday.. That's the best thing I've ever heard today... Wait did she say Wednesday???.... SHIT!!!... That means my class wil have to end at 6.00 pm tomorrow...
Okay I can live with that since now Tuesday has no more classes... ~yay~

Anyway, since there was no class today, we left early...It was about 10.00 am ++... I went straight to Derek's house... Went upstairs, search for the bed, (found it!).. derek was still asleep on it.. move him to the side, prepare the small space just enough for me and slept on it soundly and peacefully until 2.00 pm...

Derek woke up and saw me but only to find it shocking... He DIDN'T know I have been sleeping beside him for the past 4 hours... OH MY GOD!!! that suck... but he said didn't notice that as if I was suppose to be there... hehe... love you baby~...

Anyway today is abit boring... not much things happen except for the 2 fucking ignorant bastards who sat beside me in the cinema today... They've been talking and talking to each other since the movie started till the end of the movie.. shit!...

What is a SHIP without FRIENDS

I came upon a serious issue ever since the fucking blog incident.. Because of the low-life bastard..ya..u read me right...BASTARD(s).. I don't think i need to tell out the names as many of us knows accept your little miss muffet.. but anyway.. I don't care if you hate me.. cuz i do so too...VERY fucking much indeed... hated you even when i first knew you... anyway.. enough of the blog shit...

Every little thing seemed so wrong with life now.. accept with derek..(baby you're my only real shoulder to lean on)...
My friends are to crap and jolly with when I am fucking free..(doesn't mean that I'm free then only come find you.. Is you fill up my free time)

What does it takes to say "Friends are my guardians"...and what does it takes to say, "With friends like you, who the fuck needs enemies????"

Anyway, it's not who has the courage to say that (and i'm sure some of you said that loud and clear)
Exactly what are you trying to prove there???

another boring day....

Today was the day i went to get my new terms' schedule.. i got up at around 9.20 am.. brushed up, changed and went to college... Apparently my eye was swollen because i rubbed it while i was snoozing.. bad idea... the more i rubbed it the more satisfying it was.. i'm sure you agree with me.. but to hell with it, it just gives you red eye, tears, heavy lids, and sticky moist.. ee yerrgg...
I got down from the cab, and went straight up to my college.. Took the schedule from the library and went straight to derek's house... reached there about 9.45 am.. just in time for a second round of sleep... was so deprived of it, i couldn't take it any longer, threw my bag down on the table and stumble straight onto the bed... It took me about 30 mins to fall asleep due to the constant and loud snore of derek's.. about few inches away from my left ear... but still fell asleep through it anyway.. was too tired...
Slept till 2.00 pm... went out to ss2 mamak and 'tapau' maggi goreng, derek bought 2 nasi lemak.. went back home, nasi lemak went 'busuk'... hahaha...
about 6 pm something, took Wolf out for a short walk, let's say, 2 minutes chasing after Prince and held onto Wolf... Gave the leash to derek and told him he's more stronger and macho than me and he can handle Wolf easily... (he fell for that anyway..keke..i'm just joking dear)....
Wolf looked like he just got out of 'prison'.. or has not come out before in its life...