Derek and I was at the dinner table, eating our very late dinner... That's cuz 'someone' decided to sleep till the wee hours in the morning had I not awaken him... =p
Okay.. so we sat down, and he told me he felt like a king and hummed the 'King and I' theme song... He said that because he get to live the lifestyle just like a king..; sleep, get up, food on table, wait to shit, and sleep back...
Whatever dear..
Anyway, as we were eating halfway, I came up with a question...
ME : Dear, what's the difference between a king, an emperor and a sultan?
DEREK : It's the same, dear...
ME : How so?.. why do you say it's the same?
DEREK : Do you call the Sultan of Brunei 'King Brunei'?!?... and do you call Prince Charles 'Sultan Charles'?!!??... I don't think so... (wicked laugh)
( he has a fucking good point there.. no argument )
ME : (laugh along)
Thursday, 30 March 2006
Wednesday, 29 March 2006
my morning misery
This morning i woke up around 10 a.m plus and went down to ss2 to see derek...
Reached his house and just as i guessed, he was still lying on his bed.. asleep, nahh...
he was wide awake... so, he went and brush up while i went to the kitchen and made a small nice breakfast for him...
Sausages, eggs and nuggets... (nuggets was already there)
about 3 minutes later, derek came strolling along into the kitchen with today's newspaper and sat at the table...
First, i brought out the sausage from the freezer, defrost it and put it to steam..
Then, fried 2 eggs and almost got burned...( i don't fry eggs everyday )..so i was a bit freaked out.. and i smelled like eggs... errg!!
Then i made two cups of iced-ribena...
So i placed the eggs on the table, brought out the sausages, drinks on the table...
Set... sat down with a sigh of relief.... and ready to eat....
.... forgot my fork and spoon....
ME : Dear, can you please bring the fork and spoon from the container beside you?...
DEREK : ...(fondling with the container)..arghhh..(brought the whole fucking container to me)..NAH!
ME : (looked at him with all emotions come together...) *mumble*mumble*...(!@#$%^&)...
Went all the way to the house, thought of waking him up and make him breakfast...walking up and down, left and right, inside out the kitchen, set breakfast right in front of him with drinks and all... finally got the chance to sigh out a relieve, this is what you get.... NAH at the face..... ungrateful......
Reached his house and just as i guessed, he was still lying on his bed.. asleep, nahh...
he was wide awake... so, he went and brush up while i went to the kitchen and made a small nice breakfast for him...
Sausages, eggs and nuggets... (nuggets was already there)
about 3 minutes later, derek came strolling along into the kitchen with today's newspaper and sat at the table...
First, i brought out the sausage from the freezer, defrost it and put it to steam..
Then, fried 2 eggs and almost got burned...( i don't fry eggs everyday )..so i was a bit freaked out.. and i smelled like eggs... errg!!
Then i made two cups of iced-ribena...
So i placed the eggs on the table, brought out the sausages, drinks on the table...
Set... sat down with a sigh of relief.... and ready to eat....
.... forgot my fork and spoon....
ME : Dear, can you please bring the fork and spoon from the container beside you?...
DEREK : ...(fondling with the container)..arghhh..(brought the whole fucking container to me)..NAH!
ME : (looked at him with all emotions come together...) *mumble*mumble*...(!@#$%^&)...
Went all the way to the house, thought of waking him up and make him breakfast...walking up and down, left and right, inside out the kitchen, set breakfast right in front of him with drinks and all... finally got the chance to sigh out a relieve, this is what you get.... NAH at the face..... ungrateful......
Tuesday, 28 March 2006
Errg.....
What I really need now is a hug... a hug that will push all problems and mind-boggling troubles away... I need my boyfriend... My headache got worse last night.. apprx 2-3 a.m... i couldnt take it i was almost wailing into the dead night.. I got up desperately looking anxiously around the kitchen looking for Panadol.. There was nothing much i could do as i felt like commiting suicide.. The feeling was like, I was a patient in a hospital and i couldn't stand the situation i'm in anymore, ran up to the hospital roof and jump down from there... That's the feeling I felt..
Monday, 27 March 2006
Dreadful Day
I am pretty much sure I am sick.... I'm having a headache, sore in the throat, coughing, running nose, and gastric... shit man... i feel like im gonna die any moment... I just told Eugene about it and he got freaked out... anyone would.. i freaked out myself.. I didn't had any of this last night.. Only when i woke up this afternoon... Feel like some bastard has put a whammy on me while i was sleeping... I am soooo missing my darling... Finally he's decided to quit his job.. But only on this Friday.. says he wanted to finish off what he started... Was love sick before.. But i guess even if he goes on with the job, i'm pretty sure i'll have to go along with the winds of change... There's not much of a choice for me though... Still having that awful, dreadful pain in the head...
Sunday, 26 March 2006
Boring night
Went Zouk with Derek last night... Was not really happening for me... at first i couldn't go in cuz the bouncer said girls must be 'at least' minimum 20 years of age to enter the fucking club...
Okay.. so i left the line and waited outside.... When that particular bouncer went off somewhere, I tried my luck again.. and in fact the 'new' bouncer that entertained me evetually let me in warning me of the trouble i'd be in if there's a raid.. but despite of that, he still let me in... Good bouncer..^.^
Anyway, went in there and met up with my former supervisor and some of his friends... and met a few of dereks' cum my brothers' friend [s]....
I don't recall drinking that much.. a few sips here and there...
The music was not so up to my taste and choice of my music.. techno and trance, i think... it was quite chilling if you're sitting down and drinking... but if you talk about dancing... it was boring... eventually i went outside once or twice... couldn't take it.. i yawned in the club itself yesterday... how bad is that...
Around 2 derek and i left the place cuz i was quite hungry... We went back PJ and had our early breakfast in A&W and back straight home to sleep...
Okay.. so i left the line and waited outside.... When that particular bouncer went off somewhere, I tried my luck again.. and in fact the 'new' bouncer that entertained me evetually let me in warning me of the trouble i'd be in if there's a raid.. but despite of that, he still let me in... Good bouncer..^.^
Anyway, went in there and met up with my former supervisor and some of his friends... and met a few of dereks' cum my brothers' friend [s]....
I don't recall drinking that much.. a few sips here and there...
The music was not so up to my taste and choice of my music.. techno and trance, i think... it was quite chilling if you're sitting down and drinking... but if you talk about dancing... it was boring... eventually i went outside once or twice... couldn't take it.. i yawned in the club itself yesterday... how bad is that...
Around 2 derek and i left the place cuz i was quite hungry... We went back PJ and had our early breakfast in A&W and back straight home to sleep...
Saturday, 25 March 2006
pain in the mouth
I don't feel quite comfortable these few days...
Especially since i returned from Sepang... shit...
My skin on my forehead is peeling... I have an enormous ulcer on the outer left side of my mouth...
I can hardly sleep as it is so fucking painful... what's worse is i can hardly talk properly or smile properly...
Yesterday i applied this medication called 'Bonjela'.. It's a liquid which is transparent.. Suppose to make the wound of the ulcer better... I don't know if it made mine better...
I was applying it in front of the mirror and my dad was behind me.. The pain was so fucking unbearable i almost shouted FUCK!
FUCK!
Especially since i returned from Sepang... shit...
My skin on my forehead is peeling... I have an enormous ulcer on the outer left side of my mouth...
I can hardly sleep as it is so fucking painful... what's worse is i can hardly talk properly or smile properly...
Yesterday i applied this medication called 'Bonjela'.. It's a liquid which is transparent.. Suppose to make the wound of the ulcer better... I don't know if it made mine better...
I was applying it in front of the mirror and my dad was behind me.. The pain was so fucking unbearable i almost shouted FUCK!
FUCK!
Friday, 24 March 2006
under stress
Every one of us will someday experience the wrath of the most hate-able creature on earth...
Some people are even experiencing it right now...
Our Boss...
Yesterday, they fucked you with tons of loadwork...today they strangle you with their war-on-the-path-better-fuck-off behaviour... tomorrow they are ever-ready to stab a parang straight to your heart and maybe a few twists and turns on the wound... (they really need anger-management)...
And what happened to us?.. of course we'll be glad to let them have their way...smiling all the way.... (that's cuz we had no fucking choice!..unless you dun mind getting ass-fired)
Of course, giving him/her the smile of pleasure being pinched on the nipple is humor to them... turn around laughing off and they'll come back 5 minutes later... so why not make full good use of the 5 minutes??...
Plan a revenge plot to get back at your boss and make sure you do it good without getting fired
Here are a few good plots:::
- If you're good in computers, create a computer game based on the world's most violent entertainment ; Wrestle Mania... Create a software where you can cut out your boss' face from a photo and paste it on your selected wrestler and wrestle with them with the most cruel of stunts... The game will easily make you the winner... your boss will evetually lay flat on the ring bleeding after pulling few of the most gruesome stunts.... and you can still jump on him till his innards and intestines splatter out... Satisfaction Gauranteed
- After work, call a few friends to join you in a game or two of bowling... whenever it's your turn to bowl, throw the ball with full strength till the ball bouces instead of glide and try to hit a strike for more satisfaction... If that's not enough, just throw the bowling ball on the next person who pisses you off... (consequences required)
- Just imagine you're filthy fucking rich and that you will definitely be able to afford a Big Foot or a Hummer... after purchasing it, just drive over to your company's parking lot, target whichever car is your boss' and just ram over it with a happy glee on your face... heeheeheehee!!!!.... you can also ram your Big Foot or Hummer on the other hate-able people's car if you wanna add excitement and thrill to it...
- Try again, after a 'stressful' day at work, walk down to your companys' carpark, hide somewhere secluded and wait for your boss to get down to the carpark... As soon as you see him/her, make sure he/she is alone, run towards him/her from behind, cover him on the head with a sack-bag and place him, let's say, maybe behind a big car, enough to cover you hitting him continuously... obviously your boss will think that you wanna rob him or something saying... "Take my money!! Take it all!!!".... and you say... "Fuck you!! I don't want your fucking money!!!! just satisfaction!! "
- Round up a group of friends to play badminton...while playing, when the shuttlecock is heading your direction, just imagine that the tip of the shuttlecock is your boss' tiny head... whit his tiny shrill screaming as it is heading towards you, just SMASH it straight down on the ground, (not playing badminton anymore) step on it, keep thrashing it with your racket until the shuttlecock looks worn out and piss and curse at it till everyone on the court or the court beside thinks you should be in a strap jacket... laugh it off with another happy glee on your face... Satisfaction Gauranteed
There...
5 minutes of good fantasizing on how to get revenge with pure satisfaction.....
And without getting fired....
Some people are even experiencing it right now...
Our Boss...
Yesterday, they fucked you with tons of loadwork...today they strangle you with their war-on-the-path-better-fuck-off behaviour... tomorrow they are ever-ready to stab a parang straight to your heart and maybe a few twists and turns on the wound... (they really need anger-management)...
And what happened to us?.. of course we'll be glad to let them have their way...smiling all the way.... (that's cuz we had no fucking choice!..unless you dun mind getting ass-fired)
Of course, giving him/her the smile of pleasure being pinched on the nipple is humor to them... turn around laughing off and they'll come back 5 minutes later... so why not make full good use of the 5 minutes??...
Plan a revenge plot to get back at your boss and make sure you do it good without getting fired
Here are a few good plots:::
- If you're good in computers, create a computer game based on the world's most violent entertainment ; Wrestle Mania... Create a software where you can cut out your boss' face from a photo and paste it on your selected wrestler and wrestle with them with the most cruel of stunts... The game will easily make you the winner... your boss will evetually lay flat on the ring bleeding after pulling few of the most gruesome stunts.... and you can still jump on him till his innards and intestines splatter out... Satisfaction Gauranteed
- After work, call a few friends to join you in a game or two of bowling... whenever it's your turn to bowl, throw the ball with full strength till the ball bouces instead of glide and try to hit a strike for more satisfaction... If that's not enough, just throw the bowling ball on the next person who pisses you off... (consequences required)
- Just imagine you're filthy fucking rich and that you will definitely be able to afford a Big Foot or a Hummer... after purchasing it, just drive over to your company's parking lot, target whichever car is your boss' and just ram over it with a happy glee on your face... heeheeheehee!!!!.... you can also ram your Big Foot or Hummer on the other hate-able people's car if you wanna add excitement and thrill to it...
- Try again, after a 'stressful' day at work, walk down to your companys' carpark, hide somewhere secluded and wait for your boss to get down to the carpark... As soon as you see him/her, make sure he/she is alone, run towards him/her from behind, cover him on the head with a sack-bag and place him, let's say, maybe behind a big car, enough to cover you hitting him continuously... obviously your boss will think that you wanna rob him or something saying... "Take my money!! Take it all!!!".... and you say... "Fuck you!! I don't want your fucking money!!!! just satisfaction!! "
- Round up a group of friends to play badminton...while playing, when the shuttlecock is heading your direction, just imagine that the tip of the shuttlecock is your boss' tiny head... whit his tiny shrill screaming as it is heading towards you, just SMASH it straight down on the ground, (not playing badminton anymore) step on it, keep thrashing it with your racket until the shuttlecock looks worn out and piss and curse at it till everyone on the court or the court beside thinks you should be in a strap jacket... laugh it off with another happy glee on your face... Satisfaction Gauranteed
There...
5 minutes of good fantasizing on how to get revenge with pure satisfaction.....
And without getting fired....
never blind
The feeling inside me rushed through my veins and bloodstream, enough to make my tears gush out of my sockets...
I have tried to hold back but tears still form behind my eyes.... Everything i heard from where i stood was hard to bear....
Somehow it triggers my mind, that i will cry easily when the person i love (where i have put my whole entire life and soul into) is merely sad and stressed out...
All i could think of was how much i love him and the reason i fell so deeply in love with him in the first place...
I would give up anything in this world for him...
But I would never ever give him up for anything in this world...
He's the earth and heaven to me... I can never conceal that fact...
Sigh... I really got it bad.... this scene plays too way off base.....
But i'm still proud to say i'm deeply in love...
I love you as much as the first day baby...
I love you just as much as you love me....
I have tried to hold back but tears still form behind my eyes.... Everything i heard from where i stood was hard to bear....
Somehow it triggers my mind, that i will cry easily when the person i love (where i have put my whole entire life and soul into) is merely sad and stressed out...
All i could think of was how much i love him and the reason i fell so deeply in love with him in the first place...
I would give up anything in this world for him...
But I would never ever give him up for anything in this world...
He's the earth and heaven to me... I can never conceal that fact...
Sigh... I really got it bad.... this scene plays too way off base.....
But i'm still proud to say i'm deeply in love...
I love you as much as the first day baby...
I love you just as much as you love me....
Wednesday, 22 March 2006
lonliness begets emptiness

will always be missing you my dear derek.... will not let a second pass me by where i will not think of you... love you always.....
after all this time, i never thought we'd be here... reaching the level we never thought of...
when my love for you is blind... but still i'm tyring to make you see that i love you more than you will ever know....
Tuesday, 21 March 2006
lonely'ed' to death
mood : love sick...
derek started working today... Suddenly i feel the emptiness.... stoning and daydreaming... the feeling of being lifeless rushed into my veins and taking over my whole soul...
sighhhhh~....
lonliness has targeted me... came thru that hole under the door... ~sighhhh...
somehow i realized that not having derek painting his portrait on my canvas per day is too odd and paranormal...
boring sial... missing you baby... sigh....
love you always....
derek started working today... Suddenly i feel the emptiness.... stoning and daydreaming... the feeling of being lifeless rushed into my veins and taking over my whole soul...
sighhhhh~....
lonliness has targeted me... came thru that hole under the door... ~sighhhh...
somehow i realized that not having derek painting his portrait on my canvas per day is too odd and paranormal...
boring sial... missing you baby... sigh....
love you always....
Friday, 17 March 2006
another crisis due to bad day
I woke up at 10.15am today.. feeling all drowzy and blur, went to college for exam, having a friend sobbing and crying her heart and lungs out to me... (its not a very good deal for a thursday)... sighhhh.... went to derek's house, spat abit with derek... (he promised me something that he will helped with but the 'contract' was only for yesterday...so geram)... went all the way to Ikano with silence... sigh.. such a bad day to compensate with a bad mood... lagi grrrr sial...
ok so derek and i were not in very good terms.. i was in a bad mood on a bad day, and he was godfucked tired... so.. we sorta went on war that time... (but it was my wrong cuz i blasted at him.. im so sorry baby... really)
ok but the real genuine hate-war has yet to start...
i went to Popular to buy my art materials for my final project... so i got my things in about 5 minutes... then went to the counter to pay...
out of my expectations, the line was fucking long even on a thursday hot afternoon... where did all these people come from??? and most of them bought like 10-15 books...geram sial... and whats worse was there were only 2 counter available... and 2 of them, the queue were as long as a fucking bus..
ok so i was like the 10th idiot lining up, holding 2 big piece of mounting board...for half an hour i waited and waited so far i've only achieved being the 6th...geram sialll... as i was nearly reaching the line, lets say i was already the 3rd in line edi... wait, wait...
*^!(%(*^&@!(^!()&)*!@)*!!!!!!!!
the fucking cashier bitch closed the fucking line to go for her fucking lunch!!!!!
it couldn't get any worser than this....
I was already on the warpath having a lovers spat, had a bad day, had a really bad mood the whole morning till afternoon, and this fucking fuck had to make my day 'better'... i could really fuck kau her on the spot... i already shouted "WHAT?!!???" i could've went on and on...
but then again.. my rage was still under-controlled..
i knew if i went on, she will be sooo fucked... so i had to move on to another line, thank god another cashier was opened but whats the fucking difference?????
so i stood there for another half an hour, fantasizing what i could've blasted at that fuckhead of a cashier...
ok so derek and i were not in very good terms.. i was in a bad mood on a bad day, and he was godfucked tired... so.. we sorta went on war that time... (but it was my wrong cuz i blasted at him.. im so sorry baby... really)
ok but the real genuine hate-war has yet to start...
i went to Popular to buy my art materials for my final project... so i got my things in about 5 minutes... then went to the counter to pay...
out of my expectations, the line was fucking long even on a thursday hot afternoon... where did all these people come from??? and most of them bought like 10-15 books...geram sial... and whats worse was there were only 2 counter available... and 2 of them, the queue were as long as a fucking bus..
ok so i was like the 10th idiot lining up, holding 2 big piece of mounting board...for half an hour i waited and waited so far i've only achieved being the 6th...geram sialll... as i was nearly reaching the line, lets say i was already the 3rd in line edi... wait, wait...
*^!(%(*^&@!(^!()&)*!@)*!!!!!!!!
the fucking cashier bitch closed the fucking line to go for her fucking lunch!!!!!
it couldn't get any worser than this....
I was already on the warpath having a lovers spat, had a bad day, had a really bad mood the whole morning till afternoon, and this fucking fuck had to make my day 'better'... i could really fuck kau her on the spot... i already shouted "WHAT?!!???" i could've went on and on...
but then again.. my rage was still under-controlled..
i knew if i went on, she will be sooo fucked... so i had to move on to another line, thank god another cashier was opened but whats the fucking difference?????
so i stood there for another half an hour, fantasizing what i could've blasted at that fuckhead of a cashier...
Thursday, 16 March 2006
Thought of the day
thought of the day :
Do not sleep with a sweet in your mouth....
I slept with a Ricollo in my mouth just now and slept for 2 hours... and for that two hours until now, starting the computer and typing/chatting with my friends online and typing this to you now, i can groosly tell you that i am still sucking on it...
nah...i made the last part out...
i just swallowed it and gurgled it down with a cup of water since it has been dissolved into the size of your reset button on your CPU....
then i brushed my teeth and tongue on that particualr spot where the sweet stayed stationary for more than 2 hours... haha.. i know im disgusting... but i was just too tired...
Do not sleep with a sweet in your mouth....
I slept with a Ricollo in my mouth just now and slept for 2 hours... and for that two hours until now, starting the computer and typing/chatting with my friends online and typing this to you now, i can groosly tell you that i am still sucking on it...
nah...i made the last part out...
i just swallowed it and gurgled it down with a cup of water since it has been dissolved into the size of your reset button on your CPU....
then i brushed my teeth and tongue on that particualr spot where the sweet stayed stationary for more than 2 hours... haha.. i know im disgusting... but i was just too tired...
bad day
had to finish my final project before friday.. which is tomoro... because i had to work in sepang circuit due to F1... but it won't get any better than this.. i had exam today in the morning... but thank god it was only english... but then again i had to write a resume for my english assessment to gain another 10 marks which is due on next friday... and i still have not finish my history assignment.. and im so fucked because dateline issss.... tomorrow...
but i will try and get extension dateline from my lecturer... maybe pass up next term... =p
and whats worse is my presentation is on monday.... sigh... hectic sial...
today is not a very good day for me... nothing really went right but its getting better though... haven't eat since morning... and not the least bit hungry at all... guess i just dun have the appetite... sigh...
everyday i hear about someone bitching somebody else... just today, my friend from the institute just got bitched by her friends... so call friends... she came to me and told me everything this morning after the exam... i pity her in away... what else can i do but to lend her a shoulder?...she cried and theres nothing more i can think of to say to her or about her friends since i dunno her friends.. but from what i think, and from what she said, her friends were only using her and treating her nice when they needed something... i wonder why people are like these... hypocrits... but i guess my friend is okay by now...
had a lovers spat today... sickening... still under progress... sickening... need to give wake up call... sickening... chiu!
but i will try and get extension dateline from my lecturer... maybe pass up next term... =p
and whats worse is my presentation is on monday.... sigh... hectic sial...
today is not a very good day for me... nothing really went right but its getting better though... haven't eat since morning... and not the least bit hungry at all... guess i just dun have the appetite... sigh...
everyday i hear about someone bitching somebody else... just today, my friend from the institute just got bitched by her friends... so call friends... she came to me and told me everything this morning after the exam... i pity her in away... what else can i do but to lend her a shoulder?...she cried and theres nothing more i can think of to say to her or about her friends since i dunno her friends.. but from what i think, and from what she said, her friends were only using her and treating her nice when they needed something... i wonder why people are like these... hypocrits... but i guess my friend is okay by now...
had a lovers spat today... sickening... still under progress... sickening... need to give wake up call... sickening... chiu!
Tuesday, 14 March 2006
Final Destination 3....
Today derek and i went for a movie... we've decided to watch Final Destination 3...
It was suppose to be scary with just the sight of it.. you know.. death and all..
but somehow it just seems plain gruesome...
yeah.. the show started with a bunch of highschool kids celebrating their graduation at an amusement park which was only for seniors who are about to graduate...
for those who did not watch FD 1 and 2, i dun think you know how the story really goes...
well, this time it starts with the roller coaster... and everyone is so anxious to get on the fucking train... well, eventually there will always be a 'chosen one' to have a vision of how everyone on the fucking train is gonna die... so there was this 2 couple, 2 boys and 2 girls... one of the girls is the 'chosen one'... she was quite relunctant to go up into the roller coaster..
well, her boyfriend convinced her that fear is 'something something' you control 'something something'...
ok so she being oh-my-boyfriend-is-so-awww~ she went up onto the fucking train...thats where she had the vision and when she woke up, everything seem to be happening according to how she saw it in the vision of hers...
yeah so, as usual, she tried to get off the roller coaster and warn and yell and warn at everyone to get off the coaster as well despite of being bashed up for annoyance...
yupps, eventually a few patrons came down and went into a hysterical fight and the roller coaster started rolling on the tracks and BOOM CRASH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......
and the story goes on... one by one dying and you know the whole story....
so after the show ended after 1 and a half hour, derek and i went to Steven's to meet up with my friends... the whole journey to Steven's, we were both paranoid about every single vehicle that pass us by.... akakakaka
It was suppose to be scary with just the sight of it.. you know.. death and all..
but somehow it just seems plain gruesome...
yeah.. the show started with a bunch of highschool kids celebrating their graduation at an amusement park which was only for seniors who are about to graduate...
for those who did not watch FD 1 and 2, i dun think you know how the story really goes...
well, this time it starts with the roller coaster... and everyone is so anxious to get on the fucking train... well, eventually there will always be a 'chosen one' to have a vision of how everyone on the fucking train is gonna die... so there was this 2 couple, 2 boys and 2 girls... one of the girls is the 'chosen one'... she was quite relunctant to go up into the roller coaster..
well, her boyfriend convinced her that fear is 'something something' you control 'something something'...
ok so she being oh-my-boyfriend-is-so-awww~ she went up onto the fucking train...thats where she had the vision and when she woke up, everything seem to be happening according to how she saw it in the vision of hers...
yeah so, as usual, she tried to get off the roller coaster and warn and yell and warn at everyone to get off the coaster as well despite of being bashed up for annoyance...
yupps, eventually a few patrons came down and went into a hysterical fight and the roller coaster started rolling on the tracks and BOOM CRASH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......
and the story goes on... one by one dying and you know the whole story....
so after the show ended after 1 and a half hour, derek and i went to Steven's to meet up with my friends... the whole journey to Steven's, we were both paranoid about every single vehicle that pass us by.... akakakaka
Strawberry Field
oMost of us were in Steven's just now for a drink or two..
As usual, we were yakkity yak blablabla-ing the whole time... so came to this point where one of our conversation went like this...
ME : mei, where you went just now?
MEI : oh.. i went to this place called Strawberry Field...
ME : oh ok...
MEI : ya.. the place there is not bad...
ME : oh.. where is it located?
MEI : in State (New PJ)....
ME : State where??....
MEI : it's beside Pan Bakery...
ME : oh ok.. sells strawberry wan ah???
MEI : (wtf $%#%%*&#(&&$)
i didn't know marrr.... =(
As usual, we were yakkity yak blablabla-ing the whole time... so came to this point where one of our conversation went like this...
ME : mei, where you went just now?
MEI : oh.. i went to this place called Strawberry Field...
ME : oh ok...
MEI : ya.. the place there is not bad...
ME : oh.. where is it located?
MEI : in State (New PJ)....
ME : State where??....
MEI : it's beside Pan Bakery...
ME : oh ok.. sells strawberry wan ah???
MEI : (wtf $%#%%*&#(&&$)
i didn't know marrr.... =(
Monday, 13 March 2006
night encounter
Normally dreams don't come true.. but when it does, it's normally just de ja vu.. most of the time i experience de ja vu.. things i dream i would see it the next day of next few days...
but then again, i would see it straight away...
there was once, i was asleep soundly in my room... i dreamt that i was lying down on the left side of my bed, facing the right side...in the dream i heard a ruffling noise beside me and my wallet appeared to be moved next to me in bed.. i opened my eyes (still in the dream) and saw a black figure of an old lady lying next to me.. staring at me with black sockets... i was abruptly looking for any bloodshot eyes but there were none...i quickly turned toward my left, facing the ceiling this time (still in the dream) and closed my eyes shut tight...
(still in the dream) i heard a voice calling out to me... the voice was so close to my left ear i could practically feel the breath down onto my neck... sending a chill down to my spine, it told me
"You don't want to open your eyess...."
On the instant,(for real) i opened my eyes and saw a black figure on the left side of my bed, looking down on me...it disappeared in just a milisecond... leaving my heart beating and freaked my guts out...
it scared the shit out of me anyway... i wonder if it was for real.. man...
but then again, i would see it straight away...
there was once, i was asleep soundly in my room... i dreamt that i was lying down on the left side of my bed, facing the right side...in the dream i heard a ruffling noise beside me and my wallet appeared to be moved next to me in bed.. i opened my eyes (still in the dream) and saw a black figure of an old lady lying next to me.. staring at me with black sockets... i was abruptly looking for any bloodshot eyes but there were none...i quickly turned toward my left, facing the ceiling this time (still in the dream) and closed my eyes shut tight...
(still in the dream) i heard a voice calling out to me... the voice was so close to my left ear i could practically feel the breath down onto my neck... sending a chill down to my spine, it told me
"You don't want to open your eyess...."
On the instant,(for real) i opened my eyes and saw a black figure on the left side of my bed, looking down on me...it disappeared in just a milisecond... leaving my heart beating and freaked my guts out...
it scared the shit out of me anyway... i wonder if it was for real.. man...
WARNING
Everyday i will see new things..
new events... new crisis...
so basically i will have new things to write everyday...
so be warned before you read my blog... there will be a few options which you can choose...
- Don't get offended
- Don't read my blog
- Don't be immature and bitch about me in another blog
new events... new crisis...
so basically i will have new things to write everyday...
so be warned before you read my blog... there will be a few options which you can choose...
- Don't get offended
- Don't read my blog
- Don't be immature and bitch about me in another blog
got bullied and tricked....
Derek went to this Indian club called the Indian Thing... (i think)... it's located somewhere in KL.. i didn't follow him there as it was late.. he was with his friends...
The club was run by some Indian family.. it's actually a pub.. all night i was imagining how it'll look like... i mean.. a pub run by an indian family with the family hanging around the pub... strange.. why not open some restaurant like all other indian familes does..??
anyway... after having a few drinks, derek called me and told me he wanna pop over to see me...
(aww~ so sweet..^^)
of course i was happy and anxious... (as always)...
so in 5 minutes he reached my back door... it was around 3-4 a.m...
wwwellll... he lingered around 30 mins- 1hr... we watched a bit of south park... (cute little characters..love em!)
and suddenly derek told me he's hungry.. trying to be the loving and caring girlfriend, i told him i'll cook a packet of maggi mee for him...
2-3 mins later, meal was done... but we wanted to finish the south park series before eating, so we lingered for another 10 minutes...
after finishing the movie, we went to the kitchen table... getting ready to eat, chopsticks up.......
SLLLLUURRRPPPPPPP!!!!........SluuuURUurrrpPPP!!!!!.......
---------------------------hmmm---------------------------------------------
------------------------------------------------------------------uurrrp!--------------------
DEREK : Baby ah... i don't feel like eating maggi mee...
ME : ..............................why?
DEREK : I cannot tahan.. im very tired and my eyes are burning.. i wanna go home sleep
ME : okayy... dear you better go home straight and rest more kays???
DEREK : okay baby... i love you... call you tomoro muax!! (and left)
erm..about 15 minutes later... i called derek... about 2-3 rings, he picked up...
u know normally when the computer is on, when the windows appear, there'll be a music tune coming in? yupps... i heard that...
ME : .......liar.......
The club was run by some Indian family.. it's actually a pub.. all night i was imagining how it'll look like... i mean.. a pub run by an indian family with the family hanging around the pub... strange.. why not open some restaurant like all other indian familes does..??
anyway... after having a few drinks, derek called me and told me he wanna pop over to see me...
(aww~ so sweet..^^)
of course i was happy and anxious... (as always)...
so in 5 minutes he reached my back door... it was around 3-4 a.m...
wwwellll... he lingered around 30 mins- 1hr... we watched a bit of south park... (cute little characters..love em!)
and suddenly derek told me he's hungry.. trying to be the loving and caring girlfriend, i told him i'll cook a packet of maggi mee for him...
2-3 mins later, meal was done... but we wanted to finish the south park series before eating, so we lingered for another 10 minutes...
after finishing the movie, we went to the kitchen table... getting ready to eat, chopsticks up.......
SLLLLUURRRPPPPPPP!!!!........SluuuURUurrrpPPP!!!!!.......
---------------------------hmmm---------------------------------------------
------------------------------------------------------------------uurrrp!--------------------
DEREK : Baby ah... i don't feel like eating maggi mee...
ME : ..............................why?
DEREK : I cannot tahan.. im very tired and my eyes are burning.. i wanna go home sleep
ME : okayy... dear you better go home straight and rest more kays???
DEREK : okay baby... i love you... call you tomoro muax!! (and left)
erm..about 15 minutes later... i called derek... about 2-3 rings, he picked up...
u know normally when the computer is on, when the windows appear, there'll be a music tune coming in? yupps... i heard that...
ME : .......liar.......
Sunday, 12 March 2006
my cute stupid derek
the other day derek tole me he wanted to do something for the 2 of us..
he said he wanted to create a blog.. since its so happening recently...
guess he was so excited about it, i told him i'd do it.. (cuz he doesn't know how to at all!!)
instead he said "NO!!.. i wan dooo!!..i dun care...gimme doo"..
since he's so extra excited about doing it himself.. i let him have his way then..
all he has to do is register.. create an account...
5 mins------------------------------------------
10 mins------------------------------------------------------
20 mins-------------------------------------------------------------------
30 mins---------------------------------------------------OMG!!!---------------------
"ok baby.. i'm finally done creating an account..."
(i fell off a chair, white foam pouring from my mouth)
he said he wanted to create a blog.. since its so happening recently...
guess he was so excited about it, i told him i'd do it.. (cuz he doesn't know how to at all!!)
instead he said "NO!!.. i wan dooo!!..i dun care...gimme doo"..
since he's so extra excited about doing it himself.. i let him have his way then..
all he has to do is register.. create an account...
5 mins------------------------------------------
10 mins------------------------------------------------------
20 mins-------------------------------------------------------------------
30 mins---------------------------------------------------OMG!!!---------------------
"ok baby.. i'm finally done creating an account..."
(i fell off a chair, white foam pouring from my mouth)
Friday, 10 March 2006
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